runholden

you want to hear something weird?

i was thinking about buying new running shoes just the other day... i was thinking that i don't get enough exercise, and i used to run or mountain bike, everyday before i met her...

anyway, all of the comments you've made in my journal have been soooo true... it's weird how all of my friends now are "our" friends, friends that we made in the 5 years we were together... some of them i feel weird talking to, knowing that they were closer to her... so, i haven't talked to them much lately...

anyway, i have been having better days... it's just that i miss her terribly... i know we weren't happy together lately, but if she were to come back and want to talk right now, i'd talk to her... and make up and work on making things better... but she's so pissed at me she won't even let me explain things to her... and i think that's what's frustrating me so much... thinking that if she'd just give me a chance to talk to we could work things out...