It's funny how I can totally leave a terrible day at work behind when I walk out the door at the end of the day. I know people who come home after a bad day and they take it out on everyone--my ex was REALLY good at that.
Yesterday was bay far the worst day I have had on the job since I can remember...just...
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So I worked at tradeshow yesterday which means I get to spend all day today trying to catch up on everything that I missed in the office. Shows are nice because they are a total change of pace and because I get to be out on the road, but yesterday was not good. It was pouring and windy when I was setting up, so I...
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superficial:
i hope you're having a good day, too...
today was another good day for me. i had the day off of work, the stupid temp. place didn't call, i went out to lunch with my sister, it was payday, i got to sleep in... so, yeah, so far it's been another good day.
what kind of tradeshows do you do? i think it would be cool to have a change of scenery every once in awhile, but i agree, setting up in the rain doesn't sound like much fun.
i hope all is well with you!!!
today was another good day for me. i had the day off of work, the stupid temp. place didn't call, i went out to lunch with my sister, it was payday, i got to sleep in... so, yeah, so far it's been another good day.
what kind of tradeshows do you do? i think it would be cool to have a change of scenery every once in awhile, but i agree, setting up in the rain doesn't sound like much fun.
i hope all is well with you!!!
schoolgirl:
tradeshow? wow that's really cool that you get to travel. How do the tradeshows work? is your booth for advertising your business or to sell something?
I hope it went better today than yesterday. rain sucks when you're trying to do something important.
I wish you some smiles






I hope it went better today than yesterday. rain sucks when you're trying to do something important.
I wish you some smiles
I went out last night with a girl a girl that I feel in love with this summer...of course, I just realized now--several months later--that I am crazy about her!
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csilla:
woohoo!! go for it 
superficial:
hell yeah!!! that's awesome news!!! 
Your're a big boy now
old enough to get hurt
old enough to get hurt
superficial:
how are you doing?
i'm not bad... i have the day completely off! but i'm going to be working 2 jobs the rest of the week... so, i'm going to try to get outside and enjoy the sunlight for a little while... because me = extremely busy next week.
so, what have you been up to this weekend?
hope you're doing well.
i'm not bad... i have the day completely off! but i'm going to be working 2 jobs the rest of the week... so, i'm going to try to get outside and enjoy the sunlight for a little while... because me = extremely busy next week.
so, what have you been up to this weekend?
hope you're doing well.
superficial:
congrats on the "promotion"
i think that i might have gotten a "promotion" of sorts at my job, too... all it took was me threatening leaving...
i'm still probably leaving soon, though.
coffee hotties are such a good thing...
i saw some awesome one act plays years ago at this comedy club in chicago when i went to visit a friend out there... that was cool!
i wanted to go running today... but my heels are still all messed up from my shoes.
i've been limping around the past few days... it's ok, though... i walked around outside a little today... the leaves are changing colors to my favorite shades... so that was nice.
anyway, i hope life gets a little less hectic for you... and that you spend some more quality time at the coffee shop.
talk to you later.
i think that i might have gotten a "promotion" of sorts at my job, too... all it took was me threatening leaving...
i'm still probably leaving soon, though.
coffee hotties are such a good thing...
i saw some awesome one act plays years ago at this comedy club in chicago when i went to visit a friend out there... that was cool!
i wanted to go running today... but my heels are still all messed up from my shoes.
anyway, i hope life gets a little less hectic for you... and that you spend some more quality time at the coffee shop.
talk to you later.
I wish that I had something witty or cool to say...but alas I an neither!!!
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jora:
That's MS. Crazy Tongue!!! LOL. I can also make a straw, a taco and turn it upside-down (from right to left). Ah, the sweet mysteries of life.
When are you going to post a profile pic??
Thanks for the compliment on my hair. I think I like it too, even though I'm still getting used to it.
Goodnight. I am also at a loss for cool stuff to say.
When are you going to post a profile pic??
Thanks for the compliment on my hair. I think I like it too, even though I'm still getting used to it.
Goodnight. I am also at a loss for cool stuff to say.
superficial:
long time no talk to...
i hope your weekend went well!!!
i hope your weekend went well!!!
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rxqueen:
hehe glad you liked it sir.
whats wrong?
whats wrong?
superficial:
hey... i hope that you are having an awesome day!!! 
I had no idea what I should write today, but I found this...whatever...in a notebook of stuff that I wrote over the past few years...It's admittedly crap, but it does bring me back to a MUCH simpler time and place.
I decide to go out alone today. I usually do when it is raining. The rest of the guys typically want to go short and...
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I decide to go out alone today. I usually do when it is raining. The rest of the guys typically want to go short and...
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superficial:
sometimes i go through old stuff i wrote and try to remember what was going on in my life when i wrote it... kind of a cryptic timeline of sorts... i never actually kept a journal until this sg one, though...
i really want to go running again, now... it was beautiful out today, but i worked all day.
anyway, i hope you're doing well...
i really want to go running again, now... it was beautiful out today, but i worked all day.
anyway, i hope you're doing well...
schoolgirl:
you seem serious about my toys, and I love surprises. what do I say?
I read some of Hunter S. Thompson's The Rum Diary last night. He always makes me feel that I have been wasting my life...like I should have been out drinking on somewhere in the Caribbean. And let me tell you, Maine in October is a LONG way from the Caribbean!
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superficial:
well, "things" have been somewhat ok... i have a few resumes in and i'm waiting to hear back from them...
the ex-girl situation is looking bleak, i ran into her a few days ago out at the bookstore (she was at the checkout) and i stood outside while she finished checking out, hoping she'd at least say hi... but she walked right past me without saying a word.
i'm debating whether i'll ever get to talk to her again, and wondering whether i should just send her a letter telling her the things i wanted to say to her... should i?
the friend situation is hopeless... i keep making plans with this one couple, who were both somewhat my friends... and they keep cancelling on me... they cancelled "football night" last night... and they didn't even bother to call me... i ended up calling them at 7:30 and they were like "oh, we decided not to go... maybe next week." so i sat here alone.
i've been sitting on sg too much, though... i need to get out and get a little more productive... i have tons of little stuff to do, but i never feel like going out alone to do it...
the ex-girl situation is looking bleak, i ran into her a few days ago out at the bookstore (she was at the checkout) and i stood outside while she finished checking out, hoping she'd at least say hi... but she walked right past me without saying a word.
the friend situation is hopeless... i keep making plans with this one couple, who were both somewhat my friends... and they keep cancelling on me... they cancelled "football night" last night... and they didn't even bother to call me... i ended up calling them at 7:30 and they were like "oh, we decided not to go... maybe next week." so i sat here alone.
i've been sitting on sg too much, though... i need to get out and get a little more productive... i have tons of little stuff to do, but i never feel like going out alone to do it...
superficial:
yeah, getting ditched sucks... i'm sorry you had to go through it, too... it is too bad we're so far apart cause i definately could really use a good "wingman" right about now, and i'd be glad to offer up my services as one, too. i've been trying to get ahold of this one guy who was one of her friends, that i ran into a week or so ago, but he's never around...
yeah, the letter thing is tough... i've written a bunch of stuff that i don't think i'll ever give her... but, i just want to know what exactly she was thinking... hmmm...
and, yeah... running into her in the bookstore was hard... i kept thinking about driving into oncoming traffic on the way home... but, decided against it, because she probably would have liked to hear that i was dead... blah.
i'm not really suicidal... don't worry about that....
yeah, the letter thing is tough... i've written a bunch of stuff that i don't think i'll ever give her... but, i just want to know what exactly she was thinking... hmmm...
and, yeah... running into her in the bookstore was hard... i kept thinking about driving into oncoming traffic on the way home... but, decided against it, because she probably would have liked to hear that i was dead... blah.
i'm not really suicidal... don't worry about that....
I could feel it coming on Friday afternoon...so I decided that I was not going to just sit home and be depressed. I threw my camping gear, my bike, and all my music in the truck and I took off for the weekend. I camped out in the rain Friday night and then got up Satruday and spent the day on the AT hiking and...
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superficial:
sounds like a great weekend!
i pretty much made myself miserable and then got over it, then did it again all this weekend. i'm in a pretty good mood tonight, though, cause like i said, i'm gonna go watch some fooo baaaa! yeah, that's fun... i have to go buy some facepaint, etc... so, i'll see you later.
have a good night!
i pretty much made myself miserable and then got over it, then did it again all this weekend. i'm in a pretty good mood tonight, though, cause like i said, i'm gonna go watch some fooo baaaa! yeah, that's fun... i have to go buy some facepaint, etc... so, i'll see you later.
have a good night!
schoolgirl:
aren't you sweet, I love any tim burton, and just you saying that made my day.
There are way too many good people hurting here!!!
I always wish that I could make all the hurt/pain go away for others...be an ultimate healer of broken hearts. If I could "take" or feel the pain for others, so they wouldn't have to, I would...
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csilla:
thanks so much for the email. its good to know that people care. i really appreciate it. and youve helped a lot with advice and comfort and such
your really awsome 
superficial:
hi.
hope you're doing well!
hope you're doing well!
Yesterday was pretty standard. I was supposed to go to a Tradeshow but I had too much to do in the office, so I sent to "b team". Whihc, in the long run is better sometimes because shows can be SO bloody phony!
I left work and went on a really nice run on these Mt trails...I ran for over an hour for the first...
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I left work and went on a really nice run on these Mt trails...I ran for over an hour for the first...
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csilla:
thanks for the kind words. i wanna write something more to thank you but i just cant think right now.

ryan:
can we start an SG posse to fuck up everyone's shit that crosses me?? that would be just so rad.. seems like people like to take advantage of me...
i would love to go for a ride in your car right now...it would take my mind off things....
i would love to go for a ride in your car right now...it would take my mind off things....
I was going to write about how I work 12 hours yesterday and yet it will go realatively unnoticed, but I am tired of being cynical--at least for today.
Anyone have any experience with concussions? I ask only because I took a really nasty fall on my Mt. bike about a month ago--over the handle bars over a small drop, onto some particularly pointy rocks,...
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Anyone have any experience with concussions? I ask only because I took a really nasty fall on my Mt. bike about a month ago--over the handle bars over a small drop, onto some particularly pointy rocks,...
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superficial:
i think you should just stop falling off your bike... but i know from personal experience in riding bikes, that you must stop riding, to completely stop falling... and that's not a good thing either. so my real vote: go to the doctor.
i have headaches about 2x a week, but mine are caused by sinus problems, and i should go to the doctor, too... but, alas, no health insurance...
anyway, thanks for all the comments... they really helped to put me in a little bit better of a mood...
i'm jealous now, though... i want a rally car, too.
i have headaches about 2x a week, but mine are caused by sinus problems, and i should go to the doctor, too... but, alas, no health insurance...
anyway, thanks for all the comments... they really helped to put me in a little bit better of a mood...
i'm jealous now, though... i want a rally car, too.
requium:
So you rally eh? I dabbled a bit in rallying before going to karts. Just a wild guess but with a nick like that are you Aussie?
What do you rally? I used to rally an old mkII escort.
Thanks for your comment in the street racing thread it was similar to the comeback I had planned if I got abused as I expected.
What do you rally? I used to rally an old mkII escort.
Thanks for your comment in the street racing thread it was similar to the comeback I had planned if I got abused as I expected.
oh.bringing back memories.
yeah we all know about superficial and daddy passion
hehehe!!
he wasn't foolin' anyone
anyway, i'm not really "daddy passion" i'm just a silly dork. but, it's all good... 'cause i've been in such a good mood the past few days... there have been a few reasons.
-little promotion at work, too. promised $1.50/hr. raise.
-have a silly crush.
-got to hang out with my sisters and brother more than usual lately.
-starting to feel like i'm starting to catch back up on my bills... and get on with MY life.
-making all sorts of cool plans (hopefully they'll all work out...)
anyway, enough about me... how are you doing? well, i hope!