Today has been amazing day.
Was hurting first when I woke up this morning, but I decided to punch the pain in the face with my pink baseball bat and keep on smiling.
It takes a lot of work to change all your old habits and the way you see yourself...but I have people around me boosting me up...especially one new friend I met few...
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Was hurting first when I woke up this morning, but I decided to punch the pain in the face with my pink baseball bat and keep on smiling.
It takes a lot of work to change all your old habits and the way you see yourself...but I have people around me boosting me up...especially one new friend I met few...
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Hello my beautiful peeps!
I've missed my blog and all of you guys...I just haven't been able to focus on writing for the past couple days cause there has been too many things happening over here ingluding the physical pain I've been having.
I've been doing my "tens" every single day since I started. There are so many good things in our lives that we...
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I've missed my blog and all of you guys...I just haven't been able to focus on writing for the past couple days cause there has been too many things happening over here ingluding the physical pain I've been having.
I've been doing my "tens" every single day since I started. There are so many good things in our lives that we...
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bad_a_dave:
First... Beautiful as always... Second... Great book, I enjoyed reading it, whoever insisted you read must be a pretty smart person hahahaha... Third... Your outlook you now have and your blog compared to even a week ago has come so for... It seems you are starting to see how far you've come from being yourself and are striving to become yourself once again! Keep up the good work and hope you have an amazing rest of your day!
scotty113:
I really dig that you're trying to change for no one other than yourself. It's a concept that is completely lost on most people. You'll find it to be truly rewarding. When you look back at who you were, see how far you've come, and be able to thank yourself for it.
bad_a_dave:
Hahaha epic video... Thanks I needed that today!
ruedemorgue:
Bad_A_Dave You're more than welcome!!! I heart that video...it's not possible to watch that withoutta having a smile on your face 
Hey you all My peeps 
I wanna thank you for all the strenght and support that you've given me through comments and through personal messages...I mean...that means a lot to me during these times.
I dream about being healed and next summer so I can take my longboard and hit the streets...eventhough my back is broken at the moment I can still have my memories...
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I wanna thank you for all the strenght and support that you've given me through comments and through personal messages...I mean...that means a lot to me during these times.
I dream about being healed and next summer so I can take my longboard and hit the streets...eventhough my back is broken at the moment I can still have my memories...
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scotty113:
i love your list of accomplishments. So many people take all of that stuff for granted and don't appreciate any of it. It moved me to read this blog. You are so very awesome. Thank you for posting that list.
sweetp:
You look great ... nice Pics
I am tired...
Tired of waking up in pain every single morning and tired of not able to go to work...
They say you should never give up on your dreams...your hopes...your life...but during the time it really is hard for me.
Thank goodness I have few people that I can still trust.
Think you really don't think about your health so much before you...
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Tired of waking up in pain every single morning and tired of not able to go to work...
They say you should never give up on your dreams...your hopes...your life...but during the time it really is hard for me.
Thank goodness I have few people that I can still trust.
Think you really don't think about your health so much before you...
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scotty113:
Good vibes and Love from little old Bathurst, NB
Haven't wrote in such a long time that I don't even know where to start.
a lot has been happening since I wrote last time...towards better, but still feeling kinda fucked up inside my head...there are just certain type of things which are hard for me to understand and with my too blue eyes and a diamond heart and urge to think good in people,...
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a lot has been happening since I wrote last time...towards better, but still feeling kinda fucked up inside my head...there are just certain type of things which are hard for me to understand and with my too blue eyes and a diamond heart and urge to think good in people,...
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petit_prince_:
I know that feeling so well... but better times will come for sure!
I know that feeling so well... but better times will come for sure!
daorby:
Thanks for not giving up. My best wishes,....
Having the most shittiest day EVER!!!!
Today.. I suggest that you don't trust anyone or anything else than a reflection of your own mirror...and actually not even that..cuz the truth is that even your shadow leaves you when it's dark...
Hope everyone else is having a nice day.
I just want back to my peeps in LA...FUCK FINLAND!!!!!
Live Life, Learn, Love Music
Peace In...
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Today.. I suggest that you don't trust anyone or anything else than a reflection of your own mirror...and actually not even that..cuz the truth is that even your shadow leaves you when it's dark...
Hope everyone else is having a nice day.
I just want back to my peeps in LA...FUCK FINLAND!!!!!
Live Life, Learn, Love Music
Peace In...
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ruedemorgue:
Tubesound Thank you X
Another day off from work and also the first day when it was not freezing cold outside!!! YAY!!!! Spring is going to be here...at least I hope so.
I miss my peeps in Cali SOOOOOOOOO much...can't wait to see their beautiful faces again...think I just gotta try to use my supervision, so I can find my Space-ship...UFO...gaaaawwwd...whatever...SOON!!!!
Today I just kinda spent my day listening...
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I miss my peeps in Cali SOOOOOOOOO much...can't wait to see their beautiful faces again...think I just gotta try to use my supervision, so I can find my Space-ship...UFO...gaaaawwwd...whatever...SOON!!!!
Today I just kinda spent my day listening...
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arroia:
Lovely pics, you have got some amazing ink.
nimhpip:
Wicked lovely picks Want me a spaceship as well.
Want me a spaceship as well. Against The Grain
Little Spidermonkey is sick again, which gives me time to be a MOMMY instead of a nurse in a busy hospital Hubby at work, Me baking Focaccia with olives and sundried tomatoes and double chocolate cupcakes, zombies playing boardgames...can't complain...LIFE IS GOOD
"You need not to climb mountaintops
You need not to cross the sea
You need not to find a cure...
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Little Spidermonkey is sick again, which gives me time to be a MOMMY instead of a nurse in a busy hospital Hubby at work, Me baking Focaccia with olives and sundried tomatoes and double chocolate cupcakes, zombies playing boardgames...can't complain...LIFE IS GOOD
"You need not to climb mountaintops
You need not to cross the sea
You need not to find a cure...
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nimhpip:
Thanks for the friend request. Hope the sickly one gets better soon.
Things are going pretty good and life is starting to find the tracks I think it should have found years ago...can't complain though...guess things happen for a reason and all the bad times just teach us that much more to apreciate the good times...right?
I was alone with 3 zombies since 2008...got my life back together after the hell I lived in for years...Thanks to...
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I was alone with 3 zombies since 2008...got my life back together after the hell I lived in for years...Thanks to...
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deefrank:
SOO you are beautiful...i love your country...
scotty113:
This is a fantastic little blog post. I enjoyed reading it very inspiring and uplifting! Thanks for posting 
very inspiring and uplifting! Thanks for posting My 2 VIP's Over The Seas!!!!!!!! Support the boyyyyyyys!!!!! Support THE HOWLERS
Love Music
Peace In!!!!!!!
XXX
RUE
scotty113:
Wow. I really dig this actually!! Thanks a lot for sharing I'm going to check out more of them
I'm going to check out more of them
ruedemorgue:
Oh Yaaaaaa?? I think you should fo sho X
I think you should fo sho X"Do I have nothing good left to say?
Do I need whiskey to start fueling my complaints?
People love to drink their troubles away.
Sometimes I feel that id be better off that way.
'Cause maybe then I could sleep at night.
I wouldn't lay awake until the morning light.
This is something that I'll never control.
My nerves will be the death of me,...
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Do I need whiskey to start fueling my complaints?
People love to drink their troubles away.
Sometimes I feel that id be better off that way.
'Cause maybe then I could sleep at night.
I wouldn't lay awake until the morning light.
This is something that I'll never control.
My nerves will be the death of me,...
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ruedemorgue:
"Lost at sea,
My heart beat is growing weak,
Hoping you'd hear my plea,
And come save my life,
As the storm grew fierce,
An angel was certainly near,
I knew there was nothing to fear.
Bring me your love, tonight.
Bring me your love, tonight.
No I am not where I belong,
Bring me your love, tonight."
Think there is a slight chance that everyone else reading my blog today might start to feel sick...SORRY FOR U GUYS...BUT NOT thinking about stopping...i'm smiling again and that feels SOOO FREAKIN AMAZING!
My heart beat is growing weak,
Hoping you'd hear my plea,
And come save my life,
As the storm grew fierce,
An angel was certainly near,
I knew there was nothing to fear.
Bring me your love, tonight.
Bring me your love, tonight.
No I am not where I belong,
Bring me your love, tonight."
Think there is a slight chance that everyone else reading my blog today might start to feel sick...SORRY FOR U GUYS...BUT NOT thinking about stopping...i'm smiling again and that feels SOOO FREAKIN AMAZING!
sonofsparda:
"As Much As I Ever Could"
love the agreements.. they seem similar to mine