roxas07

ok so now is the time for me to be strong and stand my ground. This above all, with my love in my heart is the hardest thing I will ever have to do, but must to earn the respect and love I deserve. Now the time has come for him to prove to me how strong he is, not physically but emotionally and mentally. Can our love pass the test? this (with much of our background) is something that I question daily, but have faith above all else will succeed.

less he does not in turn do his part and make himself strong,I have no choice but to walk away. I love him, and will always love him but have no choice in the matter, I refuse to allow myself to get hurt again, I am emotionally spent and cannot afford it. I have faith that he will learn his lesson if not with me then with someone else, I hope with me, but if it doesn't happen then it wasn't meant to be.

Still, it could be my foolish pride, or the dreams of a schoolgirl but I can't help but feel that something deeper, greater is to come from this. perhaps this is what keeps me driven throughout this entire fiasco. Be it false hopes or our true underlying destiny it's what gets me through, that poiniantly this is not in vein.


Roxas