Love really really sucks. it's like instead of appreciating you they toy with you. Then want to pretend everything's all right when everything's said and done they want to pretend iti didn't happen. "you cut me open and I keep bleeding love" is an understatement. It's hard knowing that what we had, what once felt so right could be so....fake...so....unreal....so surreal. And yet my love remains pure tho i want it to hinder, become tattered and worn, I wish it would leave as quickly as it came. I mean sure, I'll party my little heart out hoping to find a moments release but how can I? the wounds are still so fresh and new. If I have nothing but his friendship, I'll take what I can get [ all i purely want really after this endeavor] in hopes that one day I'll find the one who feels as strongly for me as i do for them.
still I can't be discouraged. I'll just keep pushing forward to find the love of a lifetime.
Love is War....And I'm your Soldier
still I can't be discouraged. I'll just keep pushing forward to find the love of a lifetime.
Love is War....And I'm your Soldier
nikonphoto80:
I'm really sorry to hear that you are having a tuff time, love can hurt so much some time. I remember seeing a quote one time that said something like "some day you will find some one that will make you realize why none of the other ones worked out", just keep your head up and you will find the one person who loves you so much.