Wow! Its been one hell of an emotional day!
I got a call from my mom this morning and she told me that Jessie and Carrie's (my sisters) dad had a stroke and is in the ER. So we rushed up there to see him and be there for my sis's. He seemed to be doing a lil better at that moment. He still couldn't see or speak real well, but it didnt look like any real bad damage had been done. Everyone just seemed really puzzeled by the fact that a 38 year old man had a stroke....when he seemed to be in decent health.
Anyhewt, while we were sitting there in the ER all of a sudden we had to change rooms cause they were bringing someone new in on an ambulance. They rushed in a 3 year old boy who had been run over accidently by his dad. They were giving him electro-shock as they were bringing him in and damnit he died right in front of me. It broke my fucking heart. It was probably one of the worst things Ive ever seen or felt. I just stood there holding my baby and I looked at her and I started to cry. I couldn't imagine what that family must have felt.
So to get away, me, my mom, and my Carrie (who's birthday is tommorow) decided to go shopping to get our minds off things. Then we went to eat sushi. Yummy! It helped my mood.
By the time we got back to the hosptial, there dad had made a turn for the worse. He had had another stoke and now they dont know if he is gonna make it. He is in ICU and hooked up to every machine I think there is. I feel so much pain for my sisters. I wish I could take it all away from them. They are just kids.....I would take it all upon myself if I could.
So needless to say it was a pretty shitty day and Im really ready to go to bed. Hopefully, Aurora will let me.
I got a call from my mom this morning and she told me that Jessie and Carrie's (my sisters) dad had a stroke and is in the ER. So we rushed up there to see him and be there for my sis's. He seemed to be doing a lil better at that moment. He still couldn't see or speak real well, but it didnt look like any real bad damage had been done. Everyone just seemed really puzzeled by the fact that a 38 year old man had a stroke....when he seemed to be in decent health.
Anyhewt, while we were sitting there in the ER all of a sudden we had to change rooms cause they were bringing someone new in on an ambulance. They rushed in a 3 year old boy who had been run over accidently by his dad. They were giving him electro-shock as they were bringing him in and damnit he died right in front of me. It broke my fucking heart. It was probably one of the worst things Ive ever seen or felt. I just stood there holding my baby and I looked at her and I started to cry. I couldn't imagine what that family must have felt.
So to get away, me, my mom, and my Carrie (who's birthday is tommorow) decided to go shopping to get our minds off things. Then we went to eat sushi. Yummy! It helped my mood.
By the time we got back to the hosptial, there dad had made a turn for the worse. He had had another stoke and now they dont know if he is gonna make it. He is in ICU and hooked up to every machine I think there is. I feel so much pain for my sisters. I wish I could take it all away from them. They are just kids.....I would take it all upon myself if I could.
So needless to say it was a pretty shitty day and Im really ready to go to bed. Hopefully, Aurora will let me.
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No one should have to experience any of that stuff.
My love and hugs to you all.