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Damn it! This morning I woke up sick...again. Ive got an ungodly cold. It seems like I always get one this time of year. Ive felt like shit all day. Its kinda funny b'c Im sitting here right now with toilet paper stuck up my nose like 2 tampons to stop the drip. hehe! --very attractive! But other than that Ive had a pretty good day. To update on the whole baby's daddy bullshit, he can over today. I dont know y i let him...but i just couldnt say no. We went out to eat and once again got along wonderfully. He even kissed me. He also tried to sleep with me....but I didn't let it happen. Im soooooo proud of myself! But he was being very very sweet to me and i cant figure out if it is because he just wanted a piece of ass or if he actually wants to come home. Sometimes I wonder if this shit will ever end. I also think my baby is getting sick. She started having a runny nose and sneezing. Yay, more doctor bills! Also my fucking microwave broke today! Do you know how hard it is to live without a microwave?....esp. with a baby. I swear if its not one thing its another!