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rokko

Osaka, Japan

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Thursday Jan 21, 2010

Jan 21, 2010
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Why does everybody say "life is not that bad" so easily?
I never told anyone that, because I can't understand how hard other's live is. I can't tell that to people who are depressed with something, because I can't take any responsible with "life isn't too bad" which has quite heavy meaning.

I sometimes say "you will be alright" or "I hope everything will go for you", but I can not say anything about life or personal serious probem. When my friend said that, I thought and wanted to tell him "who do you thnk you are?????", because he owes my $600 since 2004, keeps saying " I keep your money, and I'll send you back", but never did. I was almost going to tell him "give my money back, if you want to tell me that!!!!"

sorry I've been so depresses.
I am heavy homesick. There's no German food here my home. I usually don't eat typical Japanese meals like rice, ramen, curry or so. Now I can't eat anything at all, because suddenly huge sadness attacked me, and I am waiting for the time I will be okay.

I don't want "you'll be okay" comments. It makes me more downer.
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coccinelle:
hello sweetie! kiss

i am pretty sorry that you feel sad and upset frown

yes i understand that, everyone keeps saying me "everything will be ok" after my car crush.. but you know, it hurts now, and i dont mind what will be in 10 years, because its right now, and no one could tell me if it will be better or worse - also not my doctor,so how the other people could know?

hey how long did you travel europe? did you visit czech or not?

xox
Jan 21, 2010
vonpink:
yeah i'm trying to stop saying those as much i guess no comment is better then one that is half hearted right?
Jan 21, 2010

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