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Been watching QVC all day. Dull Sunday.

**** sigh ****

I wonder and I'm worried why CodyW set his account as anonymous again, without telling me anything at all. I've been writing him letters quite a lot, and he told me that he would never stop writing me, so I still believe we awe still connecting each other.

I reveal him the things I cannot tell anyone else, either it's good or bad. And when...
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Everyone could so easily noticed that I was so depressed today.
For cab drivers, people at a clinic and my friend.

I could not smile or talk anything except Hi.
I could not eat at all either.

My friend is going back to Tokyo until Saturday, for his work. Now he is preparing and packing his stuffs, and keep asking me if I'm alright. But...
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Zamuzel's new ink is so beautiful. I don't know how many more people here understand its meaning, and as you know, I can't explain or describe something in English very good. The motif is just a girl, but there are so many meaningful, feelings, fates, joys, happinesses, sadnesses such as all feelings we have.

Since I saw his new tattoo picture, I've been getting scared...
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As I wrote the other day, I lost my most favorite beanie in the middle of Kyoto on February 12th.
It was just right before my boys band THE TON-UP MOTORS show.

Then I bought a new one which was fuchsia pink and so cute, but I could not dressed-well with it. But I really loved it. See pictures these cute...
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I'm sorry.

Ah....,
I finally decided and left even SGOHIO.
This is the very first group I joined when I became the member of SG.
But I did leave there.

I left most of the groups about an hour ago, like baseball, racing, SGGermany, SGSwitzerland, SGJapan and more. But I really could not decide to leave SGNL and SGBeNeLux. I could not.

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I do not trust what NHK or government's press conferences tell us, even I've been a huge fan of Edanon(me and my friends call him as Edanon, because he's so cute). So I've keep watching BBC almost all day.

I talked my dad this morning, and suggested him to move here before it's too late. Like friends in Germany is suggesting me to come...
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Hi, my lovelies!!!

I guess I was quite good at understanding the difference between fatigue and depression.
But suddenly I've been feeling something is increasing in me.
Develop fatigue? Or Develop depressions?
I've been just exhausted, and I can feel it's getting bigger. But I really don't know if it's a fatigue or depression.

I was trying to write a card for someone, though I...
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