Wednesday Jan 06, 2010

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Yea, I already have known that I can't become happy with someone who I can love so much.
On this site, people kindly tell me that I'm cute or adorable, though these do not work for my life.
I do realize it again. I don't know how many times it occurred to me before.

Now I am just in panic, and I can't think or work at all.
But I am exactly like same as a toy who is tired of playing it.
I am in hell again.
I just want to love one guy, and to be loved. Why is it so difficult.... frown

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I'll be stinky, when somebody will find me, because I do not keep in touch with my parents at all, or my friends very often.

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mssasha:
Keep your head up and don't give up with your life.
lixor17:
Okasan, by your age (in your profile), we should be asking you for advice wink

I just want to love one guy, and to be loved. Why is it so difficult....



When I was about the age you seem to be, I was just entering a period where I didn't even get a date for more than 7 years... and when I finally did find someone, the relationship wasn't the right one. It took several more years after that to Find Someone Nice... and though that has had its good points to be sure, it wouldn't make anyone's Top 10 Romance Novels list surreal Actually making a relationship work turns out to be a lot of effort... all the more so when your lives start to get complicated by children or ill family members or "I don't like him either, but he is my brother" or by one of you working at a demoralizing or degrading job that you can't afford to leave...

Love is hard. And like the old song goes... "Nice work if you can get it; and if you can get it, won't you tell me how?"

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