rokko

I really don't want my dad to suffer. My mom, me and my brother know this is kind a providence. We are quite unperturbed. Only one thing I regret is I haven't talked with him for months. It's not enough for me to tell him that I love, appreciate, and miss him always. To lose him will make my family so sad, but I know God loves him.

I am strong for this situation.
Because my dad is now 77 years old, and he lost his younger brothers in these 10 years by cancer. They are all Christians,and of course we all were sad for their death, but on the same hand, we were happy that we could send them back to God. Since late 1950's, my dad has been to more than 50 countries, and he tried to his best to built up Japanese economic. Since I was kid, Ive been proud of him, and every time I saw him on TV as a commentator, I tried to listen him carefully, and tried to understand how Japanese economic was development. I really wanted to follow him, and get a job like what he was doing.

He taught me a lot about politics, poverty poverty situation in other countries since I was 9 or 10. I am happy that I am totally different from girls who loves chatting about fashion, make-up, beauty stuff, or things like that.

I don'T know how I can tell him that I am happy with him sine I was born.