rodbrit39

I'm in a real fix. Ever since my girl went back to France Sunday I've been walking about in a daze. She calls twice a day and that just makes it worse. I want her NOW! But I must wait two weeks before she flies back over here. As I said in my last journal entry, something happened at the weekend which took our relationship to a new level. I know that and she knows it too. But we haven't yet admitted to being in love. Why now" We've known each other for two years and although good I don't think either of us considered it an extra special relationship. That, however, was before this past weekend. I wish I could explain how things have changed, but it's so intangible. It's almost as if we are starting a completely new relationship with different people. There was such a physical intensity at the weekend..we just wanted to devour each other. But there was also a change in our conversations. New questions, new answers. How could I have been so long in the forest and not seen the trees? The strange thing is I dated two girls while I was in Moscow, and thought I had some good fun. But nothing to compare with what my little Chinese angel served up last weekend. Have I fallen in love at last? Or is this just a sexual supercharge from eating too much caviar and broad leafed parsley in Russia?