I am trying very hard to cancel today...it's been decidedly uncomfortable all round.
I've suddenly been hit by a deep depression and I'm feeling very unloved.
Tomorrow I have guests coming over from Germany and I need to find a smile. But to be honest I wish they weren't coming just now. I want to be alone. I didn' even call my girl in China. Why spoil her day.
So whil you're all out partying tonight spare a thought for the lonely guy.
OK, I guess I'd better own up. I'm just very frustrated and I have no idea how I'm going to last two more months.
Heh Friends havn't you got anything to cheer me up...like some new neekii pics of you or something.
I've suddenly been hit by a deep depression and I'm feeling very unloved.
Tomorrow I have guests coming over from Germany and I need to find a smile. But to be honest I wish they weren't coming just now. I want to be alone. I didn' even call my girl in China. Why spoil her day.
So whil you're all out partying tonight spare a thought for the lonely guy.

OK, I guess I'd better own up. I'm just very frustrated and I have no idea how I'm going to last two more months.
Heh Friends havn't you got anything to cheer me up...like some new neekii pics of you or something.
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Sorry to hear that your have one of those worst day since yesterday kinda days...those really suck!! But just think once you hit rock bottom theres only one way you can go from there and that is up!!