Thank you everyone for wishing me a happy birthday!! I love recieving comments from you all. 
My birthday went something like this. I woke up at 7 am, but because I was ill. I threw up three times. Yuck. My best girl came to visit me, she was sick as well. I eventaully forced myself to go to the gym, cause it was clear that no one was going to allow me to stay home and sulk about life ect and my state of health. I returned home and dolled myself up aka Ii threw on my fav pair of playboy bunny jeans and a massive black hoodie and some phat earrings. I tried out my new eye shadows from MAC, my sister purchased for me. My fav color is called Honey Lust and I have decided that if I was ever to become a porn star that would be my name. So from here on out, all personal video tapes that I make-if ya know what I'm sayin-will be dubbed under Honey Lust the sweetheart of the bedroom!! YEAH!
The lost boy had wanted to take me out, but I was feeling really sad all week, and I wanted to just think and not focus on anyone or thing. I told him we would hang out soon, but I was sick and needed to be alone. I wish I had seen him, but I like how he gets it-never takes when I need to be alone personally. Thats a good sign. When we do celebrate my birthday we are going hunting for shit for my crib. I have also requested that my gift be a really cool sweatshirt hoodie. I am obsessed with hoodies. Ever since I was 13 or 14. My father hates when Ii wear them cause I keep the hood on constantly, even in buildings. He tells me only "nutty buttys' do that, but I just laugh, cause I am a bit crazy
I had a lot of time to myself which was needed, and Ii spent it thinking about myself and the year I have completed, and how I can improve my life ect. I am still thinking about things. Around 7 pm, me and my best girl went to the tatto shop to get myself inked for the first time. It was a amazing experience. I now have three crosses on the back of my neck. One big and 2 smaller ones on each side. It is a raw sketch of golgatha, which historically is where Jesus was crucified. I know, I know, Christianity isn't the trendiest thing, but I really feel it. I hate church and all that guilt shit, but I love the story of Jesus, himself. I think the whole idea of someone dieing for me is really romantic-but not in a sexual way.
I see how becoming inked can become addictive. Its the strangest sensation. Like, a little painful, but really delisious, sorta like this one sexual postion Ii have done, that I will not go into cause well, its gross, but I mean..what a rush. I will try to refrain from becoming all tattoed though because I do not think I would want to have a bunch of tats on me in like a year let alone a life time. But, I am definetly happy about the crosses. I will love this tatto even when I am old and gray and my skin is liver spotted and I am a old women who has 10 cats all named 'whiskers' and spend my days downloading porn and throwing dirty adult diapers at kids from my electric wheelchair, that I will use just for laziness sake.
I have not had birthday cake or whatever, but thats because I have been sick and am trying to not have sugar-it kills the immune system. When I am feeling better, I want a vanilla sundae with hot fudge and a cherry and whipped cream, with a candle in it at one of my fav diners. Mmm, yummy!!
Ok, I am going to go and surf borders.com. I want a new dvd or book or something, and I need to check my wishlist.
Mad Love to all!
PEACE
My birthday went something like this. I woke up at 7 am, but because I was ill. I threw up three times. Yuck. My best girl came to visit me, she was sick as well. I eventaully forced myself to go to the gym, cause it was clear that no one was going to allow me to stay home and sulk about life ect and my state of health. I returned home and dolled myself up aka Ii threw on my fav pair of playboy bunny jeans and a massive black hoodie and some phat earrings. I tried out my new eye shadows from MAC, my sister purchased for me. My fav color is called Honey Lust and I have decided that if I was ever to become a porn star that would be my name. So from here on out, all personal video tapes that I make-if ya know what I'm sayin-will be dubbed under Honey Lust the sweetheart of the bedroom!! YEAH!
The lost boy had wanted to take me out, but I was feeling really sad all week, and I wanted to just think and not focus on anyone or thing. I told him we would hang out soon, but I was sick and needed to be alone. I wish I had seen him, but I like how he gets it-never takes when I need to be alone personally. Thats a good sign. When we do celebrate my birthday we are going hunting for shit for my crib. I have also requested that my gift be a really cool sweatshirt hoodie. I am obsessed with hoodies. Ever since I was 13 or 14. My father hates when Ii wear them cause I keep the hood on constantly, even in buildings. He tells me only "nutty buttys' do that, but I just laugh, cause I am a bit crazy
I had a lot of time to myself which was needed, and Ii spent it thinking about myself and the year I have completed, and how I can improve my life ect. I am still thinking about things. Around 7 pm, me and my best girl went to the tatto shop to get myself inked for the first time. It was a amazing experience. I now have three crosses on the back of my neck. One big and 2 smaller ones on each side. It is a raw sketch of golgatha, which historically is where Jesus was crucified. I know, I know, Christianity isn't the trendiest thing, but I really feel it. I hate church and all that guilt shit, but I love the story of Jesus, himself. I think the whole idea of someone dieing for me is really romantic-but not in a sexual way.
I see how becoming inked can become addictive. Its the strangest sensation. Like, a little painful, but really delisious, sorta like this one sexual postion Ii have done, that I will not go into cause well, its gross, but I mean..what a rush. I will try to refrain from becoming all tattoed though because I do not think I would want to have a bunch of tats on me in like a year let alone a life time. But, I am definetly happy about the crosses. I will love this tatto even when I am old and gray and my skin is liver spotted and I am a old women who has 10 cats all named 'whiskers' and spend my days downloading porn and throwing dirty adult diapers at kids from my electric wheelchair, that I will use just for laziness sake.
I have not had birthday cake or whatever, but thats because I have been sick and am trying to not have sugar-it kills the immune system. When I am feeling better, I want a vanilla sundae with hot fudge and a cherry and whipped cream, with a candle in it at one of my fav diners. Mmm, yummy!!
Ok, I am going to go and surf borders.com. I want a new dvd or book or something, and I need to check my wishlist.
Mad Love to all!
PEACE
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I hope everything works out for you and the 'lost boy', and you feel better soon. Girl, you are intelligent and funny all rolled up into one delightfully beautiful package!
Happy belated birthday cutie.