I'm really ready for another change in my life.
Seems as though every couple of years since high school I get this "antsy", anxious feeling. It's so far le me to the army, 8 different states, Germany, Japan, and back to my home town again. Now that I'm home I realize just how out of place I am. I'm the guy who stands out with my piercings, tattoos, outspoken beliefs that contraditct the norm, sitting on a park bench (or on the roof of my high school turned home) reading books most from the "breadbasket" could never comprehend.
I have no idea where I need, or even want to go. My heart pulls me to La., and Louisville, but I've long ago learned my heart makes a fool of me.
I just want to be accepted, and taken seriously, is that too much to ask? Most people see my piercings, tattoos, or wardrobe, and immediatly think I'm some vagabond, waste of space. I (as do everyone who's taken the time to get to know me) know it's not true. I have a lot to offer. I've just never found my niche, the groove into which I can settle and will steer my "path" more effortlessly.
As of now, I'm franticly avoiding potholes, and obstructions, jumping the occasional burnt bridge.
I just (as most others) just want to find a place I belong. I thought I had that in Germany, but I can't be there while "she" is. Just the idea of running into her on the street, or in the "Kaufmarkt" makes me throw up in my mouth a little.
Anyone with ideas, please don't be afraid to share.
Now it's off to start the quest for more gainful employment.
Have a good weekend all.
B.
Seems as though every couple of years since high school I get this "antsy", anxious feeling. It's so far le me to the army, 8 different states, Germany, Japan, and back to my home town again. Now that I'm home I realize just how out of place I am. I'm the guy who stands out with my piercings, tattoos, outspoken beliefs that contraditct the norm, sitting on a park bench (or on the roof of my high school turned home) reading books most from the "breadbasket" could never comprehend.
I have no idea where I need, or even want to go. My heart pulls me to La., and Louisville, but I've long ago learned my heart makes a fool of me.
I just want to be accepted, and taken seriously, is that too much to ask? Most people see my piercings, tattoos, or wardrobe, and immediatly think I'm some vagabond, waste of space. I (as do everyone who's taken the time to get to know me) know it's not true. I have a lot to offer. I've just never found my niche, the groove into which I can settle and will steer my "path" more effortlessly.
As of now, I'm franticly avoiding potholes, and obstructions, jumping the occasional burnt bridge.
I just (as most others) just want to find a place I belong. I thought I had that in Germany, but I can't be there while "she" is. Just the idea of running into her on the street, or in the "Kaufmarkt" makes me throw up in my mouth a little.
Anyone with ideas, please don't be afraid to share.
Now it's off to start the quest for more gainful employment.
Have a good weekend all.
B.