A funny thing about going on vacation is people asking "Are you going alone?" yes, I'm going alone; If I wait for others I could end up waiting forever. So, a week away from work stress, negative energy and the negativity of some people can do wonders. I feel a bit more like myself and re-energized. Been smiling a lot more too.
I went to
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Vacation Mode: ON.
Destination: Chicago.
Mission: Get away.
Objectives: Relaxation, fun, adventure.
So, the news here today was that a family was massacred at their home, the husband, the wife, his mother in law and his two kids where kidnapped , one was shot on the street the other was strangled and throw off a bridge as they ran out of bullets. The kid (13) survived and on of the attackers was apprehended. So, this guy had...
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T-11 days for my well needed vacation!
Insomnia you are a cruel mistress...
Been suffering from insomnia the past two weeks, manage to sleep around 3hrs, somedays 4; i have to be awake around 5-6am for work, i dont know how i make it through the workday. But I get home to tired to want to do anything which in turn kicks the brain into overdrive causing more insomnia....
Meh, I'll probably...
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So, this year has not turned out like I was expecting. Being a bit "disable" after the operation left me too much time in my head, which is never a good thing. I've been dipping my toes on the shores of depression for the past couple of months.
Hopefully there's still time to turn it around, it hasn't been all bad, but the felling of...
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Hospital Incident.
So, last Saturday night I started feeling some pain in my right abdomen. I thought I was tired so I went to bed. Sunday I kept feeling the pain so I talked to a doctor who told me to take a few zantac, and if the pain continue to go to a doctor. On Monday I went to work, I got an appointment...
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What is it you think when you’re alone,
When you’re left in company of your thoughts,
Tired, screaming, are you always back for more,
Or shouting in your mind, this is enough ,
In my mind silence is control chaos,
Thoughts running around never to leave ,
Hard to express, afraid to be felt
When water cannot quench the thirst,
When light cannot extinguish the...
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