I have been really fuct up lately. Well physically...and I'm not sure if it is just because I am getting old, or from stress or what? I was over my friends mom mickey's house the other day to go swimming. I was hella tired on sunday(the day I was there), and I ended up falling asleep on her couch after we went swimming and ate...
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nikonphoto80:
Im so glad you are doing well and I am also glad you have a boy to hang out with now, I hope things go well with him. so do you get along with those girls?
What movie do you want to go see?
What movie do you want to go see?
samuraivillain:
Bah! late nights are always worth it!
but dont wear yourself out
Moderation is key
but dont wear yourself out
Moderation is key
Oh my goodness I have been so stressed lately. I really need to just make an appointment to go back to therapy. I've not been good lately. I have been going out alot more than usual. I am doing things I never thought I would do again. I am just so damn empty. I have a great job, but nobody to share it with.
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nikonphoto80:
So what are you doing that you never thought you would do again?
It sounds like you are doing fine at your new job so dont worry so much about it you are a smart girl and you will do a good job if you dont keep thinking you are going to fuck up. Did he ever let you go eat?
So who is Nikki?
It sounds like you are doing fine at your new job so dont worry so much about it you are a smart girl and you will do a good job if you dont keep thinking you are going to fuck up. Did he ever let you go eat?
So who is Nikki?
ragefilledmuffin:
Hopefully, she will realize that you are a true friend and contact you sometime in the future. Sometimes, all it takes is some time to realize that throwing away a friendship is a silly thing to do.
I hope you have a fun Sunday and I am so glad to hear someone who actually likes their job--its so rare.
I hope you have a fun Sunday and I am so glad to hear someone who actually likes their job--its so rare.
I had the most awful dream last night. I dreamt that I was with this new guy, but my heart hadn't completely moved on from being with chris. The new guy wanted to murder chris to help me get over him, and he tried to suffocate him. This entire thing happened in my childhood bedroom. The new guy suffocated chris and stuffed his body under...
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samuraivillain:
Its a dream.... nothing more just your brain trying to Organize memories 
my dreams tend to get weird like that when ive been under alot of stress...
as for your spa that sounds fun... grrr could use a good massage XD
and swimming... that does sound really fun!
Well Enjoy your day!
my dreams tend to get weird like that when ive been under alot of stress...
as for your spa that sounds fun... grrr could use a good massage XD
and swimming... that does sound really fun!
Well Enjoy your day!
nikonphoto80:
Im glad you had a good time, I bet you fell a little better now.
argh! I have to go to the bank, and take a shower. Then I have to go to work later and bring my mom and kota with me. I hate the heat. I hate the turnout of some things in my life. I'm not going to give up hope.
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mistressmissy:
good. dont!
im not a fan of the heat either.
its so muggy!
im not a fan of the heat either.
its so muggy!
samuraivillain:
the heat sucks!!! i wish i could shake the hand of the Person who invented the AC unit..
I feel really nervous and crappy today. I haven't been myself lately at all. I just feel really bitter because of what happened. I was in love with chris. We were together. When you are in love, you are blind. I think maybe the reason I stayed with him other than just for love is because our relationship was nowhere near like my parents. I...
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samuraivillain:
Hey Resa. *hug* Things will Be better
Every one has made mistakes and im sure i could rant on about ones i have made. Its what makes us Human.
as it seems lately Everything ends up working its self out in the end no matter whats going on
Anyway Resa I Hope you Feel Better *hugs*
Every one has made mistakes and im sure i could rant on about ones i have made. Its what makes us Human.
as it seems lately Everything ends up working its self out in the end no matter whats going on
Anyway Resa I Hope you Feel Better *hugs*
mistressmissy:
its ok sweetie. we know where you are and it's not a good place right now. we've all been in it from time to time. you kinda have to forget about everything to make it all better. please dont feel like you owe anyone anything. especially rachel and brandon. things were done to you too remember. there was a reason to be harsh with them.
yeah too bad he's an alchie. those are bad for you...ie bill.
im pretty ok except for a nasty seat belt burn that makes me not want to turn my neck. pictures later.
yeah too bad he's an alchie. those are bad for you...ie bill.
im pretty ok except for a nasty seat belt burn that makes me not want to turn my neck. pictures later.
I am getting fed up. I shouldn't try so hard or want so much. I am still in love with my ex, and there is this girl I work with who I started to tell what happened between him and I while I was at work today. I choked up, and couldn't even finish. I stopped myself mid-sentenced and said I'm sorry, but I can't...
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evanx:
Look, it's just what I heard and it seems to me that you are better off. Sometimes you can't see clearly when you are in the situation and it's the people around you that can. All I'm saying is stop and think about it. It he REALLY TRUELY what you want or is it just a void you want filled?
mistressmissy:
cheating huh? did you sleep with brandon while you were with chris? i don't remember you ever telling me that. if you mean cheating by hanging out with another guy and eek kissing him than that's really not so bad at all. reese you can't live your life on the what ifs. i also want to point out that you and chris could've lived together...he didn't want to. he didn't want to move out of his parents house and the room he shared with his brother. i dont think it would've been better had you 2 lived together. most of the time that makes things worse. i think what evan said is true. you're just lonely. you want someone to be in your life again that knows you well and that will be there for you. all i can say is that it takes time.chris was very far from a perfect man. you have to remind your heart of that. he wasn't the one for you sweetie.
also, i don't want to be mean but can you not text message me? they charge me money every time i get a text. im gonna go yell at them about it cuz i think it's a bullshit deal. i mean if there is no way to turn off receiving texts how can they charge me to recieve? grrr.
have fun on your date though. i hope it goes well.
also, i don't want to be mean but can you not text message me? they charge me money every time i get a text. im gonna go yell at them about it cuz i think it's a bullshit deal. i mean if there is no way to turn off receiving texts how can they charge me to recieve? grrr.
have fun on your date though. i hope it goes well.
I had a fun time last night. I wasn't even going to go, but I got invited to a pigroast/keg party. I have never been to a big party like that in the woods. It was alot of fun. It was held in my brother's friend brians honor because he is getting married in a couple weeks. The entire thing reminded me off the big...
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evanx:
Damn! You didn't eat the pig? I went to a pig roast at Lollopalooza that the radio station was putting on (I gots connections 
) and it looked gross but it was fucking tasty!!!!
) and it looked gross but it was fucking tasty!!!!
nikonphoto80:
I totally agree with you I dont know how many people I have pushed away, Im so lonely. 
'sighs' I watched this movie last night called white noise, and it freaked me out so bad that I not only had to stay over my sister's on her couch. I woke up at 5am and crawled into bed with her. It is times like this that make me really wish I had a boyfriend.
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evanx:
Jury duty cot cancelled for this week...but I might have to go next week.
P.S. I heard White Noise was crap.. Go watch Session 9 if you want to be scared for days.
P.S. I heard White Noise was crap.. Go watch Session 9 if you want to be scared for days.
metaleric:
*whispers* "Get out of my house" 
J/K I heard that movie sucked. Oh well.
Only 2 more days and it's back to work. I went fishing today for a while in lake Erie, then a storm came up and we just made it back to the truck in time.
J/K
I heard that movie sucked. Oh well.
Only 2 more days and it's back to work. I went fishing today for a while in lake Erie, then a storm came up and we just made it back to the truck in time.
I have today off. I went to the lake with my family on the forth. It was fun, but I didn't swim because the last time I did, my hair turned green. It was fun playing with my nephew at the beach.
Once it was night time I went to aime and jason's house. We ate garden burgers, and tater tots. Garden burgers taste better...
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Once it was night time I went to aime and jason's house. We ate garden burgers, and tater tots. Garden burgers taste better...
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evanx:
Vincent Gallo is an actor.
He was in the movie Buffalo '66.
That's what Missy probably told you about.
He was in the movie Buffalo '66.
That's what Missy probably told you about.
stirfry:
exactly. PHP-1 was for missy's b day, lol.
i wouldent mind haveing to wear all black for a job.... i just dislike the idea of buying new clothes just for a job (>.< ) something about spending 100$ on a job (>.< )
I hope your Neck feels better soon get some Relaxation (^.^)
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[Edited on Aug 03, 2005 10:47AM]