I don't even care. I don't have a pot to piss in. I am really worried about paying or not paying my bills on time. I thought I had more money then I do. I ended up making my bank account go into overdrawn. I'm going to close it out because I got hella fees in the amount of $34 for every overdraft. I feel...
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I am annoyed. I am so fed up. I give up. I will try to move on. There is no point fighting for someone who doesn't want to be fought for...especially now that I am believing that they never loved me. I don't believe in love anymore.
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samuraivillain:
Reeeeesa! *huggs*
Dont feel down ^.^
Dont feel down ^.^
evanx:
Thank you! 
I'm so pissed off today. Well or rather I was pissed off when I was at work. I feel better now. I was angry and frustrated because I was training a new girl, and there were no managers there. I felt like I was working by myself. I feel like everyone was getting mad at me. Oh well I did the best I could with...
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whatshisnuts:
Have a great time at the zoo, dear.
mistressmissy:
the zoo is fun.
and you're right, you need to let it go. once you do, things will get better.
and you're right, you need to let it go. once you do, things will get better.
Why don't I just go with my instinct and quit being so naieve? I hate being taken advantage of. I hate it when I think I can trust people and open my heart up to them, and then they let me down. I hate it when I love people and care about them immensly and they do no reciprocate. I hate it when they make...
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nikonphoto80:
I know what you are saying, there is so many people who act like they care about you, but really only call you when they need something, and when you really like them it hurts so bad.
What did those girls do to you?
I think true love can fade if the people let it.
Are you going to be OK, do you need anything; if I can do anything let me know.
I miss your journals and your comments.
What did those girls do to you?
I think true love can fade if the people let it.
Are you going to be OK, do you need anything; if I can do anything let me know.
I miss your journals and your comments.
samuraivillain:
Dont jump outta your skin its too beautiful to ruin 
These are some of the questions that really no one knows the answers too... and if they do it wouldent be the same answer for everyone.
The answers Will come in time
so dont feel bad about not understanding it all... because your not alone.
I really hope you feel better please call me if you need anything
These are some of the questions that really no one knows the answers too... and if they do it wouldent be the same answer for everyone.
The answers Will come in time
so dont feel bad about not understanding it all... because your not alone.
I really hope you feel better please call me if you need anything
It drives me daffy that I don't trust anyone. I am so paranoid today. Some shit has been going down at work. I need to focus more and quit being quite so retarded. I left money out the other day in a drawer and left the safe unlocked. Then something happened with this woman yesterday where she was really late for her haircut and it...
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samuraivillain:
:o i hope the rest of your week has gone better
mistressmissy:
saturaday october 22 is helloween
I am so antsy today. I've been having a great time lately. Today I come to a screeching hault. I've been getting to know the people I work with and having lots of fun in the process. I went out a few weeks ago for this one girl's bday. Then another girl went back to school so she had two parties that I went to....
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evanx:
Glad things are well!
nikonphoto80:
It sounds like your life is getting really good, Im so happy for you.
So you guys just opened? I thought you guys had been open for a long time now.
Im glad the girls you work with are cool; I cant wait to hear more about them.
I hope the rest of the week goes just as good.
So you guys just opened? I thought you guys had been open for a long time now.
Im glad the girls you work with are cool; I cant wait to hear more about them.
I hope the rest of the week goes just as good.
Unending Love
I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times,
In life after life, in age after age forever.
My spell-bound heart has made and remade the necklace of songs
That you take as a gift, wear round your neck in your many forms
In life after life, in age after age forever.
Whenever I hear old chronicles of love, its age-old...
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I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times,
In life after life, in age after age forever.
My spell-bound heart has made and remade the necklace of songs
That you take as a gift, wear round your neck in your many forms
In life after life, in age after age forever.
Whenever I hear old chronicles of love, its age-old...
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nikonphoto80:
Did you write that because it is so beautiful and so good. 
Well life is strange. Things happen, and many many things change. Over the past few days I have had a revelation, and a realization about something. I have been draggin my ass around hurt over people who nolonger know who I am.
I've done many stupid things in the process. I know that I am only hurting myself by doing these things. Something has happened...
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I've done many stupid things in the process. I know that I am only hurting myself by doing these things. Something has happened...
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evanx:
You can always make your journal private. And if you don't care about those certain people why should you care if they read your journal? Good luck.
mistressmissy:
you have to realize something...fuck what other people think.
you gotta do what randall pink floyd wants you to do.
giving up something just becuz someone who is petty and stupid might read it is ridiculous.
you gotta do what randall pink floyd wants you to do.
giving up something just becuz someone who is petty and stupid might read it is ridiculous.
I had the funnest time at work today. It was silly...we had these hippy people from aveda come in. The big wigs....and they shut the spa down for a spa party. We were nervous in anticipation of their arrival. The ceo of our company was there and all of these people called directors. It was cool. I've been in a great mood today because I...
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mistressmissy:
thats pretty cool. which sister got hired? i'm assuming nikki. i'll give you a call when i get off work after 6.
nikonphoto80:
Thanks for reading my journal I know it was long, but if you didnt read they whole thing I wont be mad. It really sucks when the people that are in your hart live in another country.
So does that mean you got some ass, if it does good for you.
The big wigs of your work sound really cool, Im glad you had a good time, so what did they have to eat and what did you eat when they let you in? Im glad your sister got the job.
What movie are you going to go see?
So does that mean you got some ass, if it does good for you.
The big wigs of your work sound really cool, Im glad you had a good time, so what did they have to eat and what did you eat when they let you in? Im glad your sister got the job.
What movie are you going to go see?
Today I woke up in someone else's bed. It is nice doing that sometime. I know where I was but nobody else does. That is another nice thing about that. I stayed up last night and tried to learn how to play magic the gathering. I then watched natural born killers. I love that movie! I haven't seen it in years. I'm so fucking tired...
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norritt:
i love magic!
mistressmissy:
why play magic the gathering? 
I have been really fuct up lately. Well physically...and I'm not sure if it is just because I am getting old, or from stress or what? I was over my friends mom mickey's house the other day to go swimming. I was hella tired on sunday(the day I was there), and I ended up falling asleep on her couch after we went swimming and ate...
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samuraivillain:
well im glad your feeling a little better
i wouldent mind haveing to wear all black for a job.... i just dislike the idea of buying new clothes just for a job (>.< ) something about spending 100$ on a job (>.< )
I hope your Neck feels better soon get some Relaxation (^.^)
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well im glad your feeling a little better
i wouldent mind haveing to wear all black for a job.... i just dislike the idea of buying new clothes just for a job (>.< ) something about spending 100$ on a job (>.< )
I hope your Neck feels better soon get some Relaxation (^.^)
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nikonphoto80:
Im so glad you are doing well and I am also glad you have a boy to hang out with now, I hope things go well with him. so do you get along with those girls?
What movie do you want to go see?
What movie do you want to go see?
samuraivillain:
Bah! late nights are always worth it!
but dont wear yourself out
Moderation is key
but dont wear yourself out
Moderation is key
I know how you fell I dont have a job, I have no money in the bank, I have a really big credit card bill, I need to pay rent on the 5th, all of my friends (except for a couple of them) have moved away, the last girl friend I had moved to Columbia (I wrought a lot of journals about her), but I dont have the money or the will to leave right now, I dont know what I am going to do.
You are a great girl and have a lot going for you so I know that every thing is going to work out for you. maybe some one will buy you a gift account, I hope so.
I would like to have lunch with you before you move
i hope things get better!