resa

This weekend was crazy! Well saturday night was. I am not in a good mood today. I am not having a good time. I am constantly wishing I was somewhere else...I always have that feeling(well there is probably a few times I didn't feel that way) but I don't recall them now. I always feel that way lately. Like nomatter what I do, nothing can satisfy me. I still feel really empty and numb.

I feel it alot today. I don't want to think, and I can't sleep. I want to run away. As soon as I find a way to do so that is my plan. I'm going to run away and forget about things that used to matter to me.

I hate being in love. I wish this feeling inside would just stop. I hate missing, and caring about people too. Why am I so damn sensitive? Argh! I want to jump out of my skin.