It's friday...yeah! I feel really lonely today. I came over my sisters house to not be lonely but I still feel that way...nomatter where I am. I hope the feeling goes away soon.
I'm really worried about things. I know that some things are just out of my hands, but I still feel and worry. I've been thinking about starting smoking again. I'm not sure why. I shouldn't be because it is so unhealthy but I'm so stressed, and uneasy about things. I need to keep drawing and writing to let everything out of me.
I hate stupid boys who hurt me!
There are so many of them out there. I have so many unresolved issues of the head and heart. Hmmmm I will write more later or something because I have to work in the morning so I have to go.
I'm really worried about things. I know that some things are just out of my hands, but I still feel and worry. I've been thinking about starting smoking again. I'm not sure why. I shouldn't be because it is so unhealthy but I'm so stressed, and uneasy about things. I need to keep drawing and writing to let everything out of me.
I hate stupid boys who hurt me!

Boys are stupid. Actually most folks are. But it'll be okay.
yeah that was cheesy... but its what i do
Smokeing is
Take care,