resa

Sometimes I just want to bang my head against a wall. I feel so frustrated at points. I hate how guys move on faster than girls. My feelings and emotions run very deep, and they cannot be easily turned off. 'sighs'

I saw stupid ex today with his mom, and poodle at the park. I skated right passed them and just said hi and kept going. I hate how I feel lately. I feel really lonely, and just wish something really really great would happen to make me forget all about him. I wanna forget all about alot of things, but I can't. I hate being patient! It's extremely hard sometimes.