resa

Why do I feel the way I do today? I have so much going on in my head. I need to let it all out. Well I will let some of it out on thursday when I go back to therapy. I applied for this job that I think would be really good for me, and I hope I get it.

This week has been mildly boring so far. I've been doing lots of thinking, and feeling about things. I've been working alone, and haven't really had anything all that fun to do lately. Well not for a few days anyways.

One of my best friends is moving away very soon, and I feel like she is already gone. I feel like she has been gone for quite sometime. I'm just being honest. I think it is part of the reason I am bummed. I mean I am happy for her don't get me wrong, but I will miss her so much. I wish you nothing but the best in all you do, and you better not forget about me when you come back to ohio to visit!

I have to go to the job that I hate today for 4 hours. It doesn't even seem worth it, but I need all the money I can get right now.

I am determined to have something fun happen really soon. If anything there is that fuck ohio party saturday. I think I've been lonely since I'm not in a relationship anymore, but at the same time that is no reason to be in a relationship. I don't want to depend on anyone but myself because in the end that is all I truely have anyways.