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I worked today. Yippie! Things are getting easier for me. I am so tired lately. I keep having the weirdest dreams. I dreamt the other day that there was a serial killer after me and everytime I called the police on them they ran away before they got caught. Then I fell asleep on the couch later that day and dreamt that my appartment was...
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samuraivillain:
nice to meet you face to face finnaly biggrin

Mabey these "Mario Party's" will happen more often would love to see ya back up here XD
nilloh:
nice meeting you biggrin
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I went to geauga lake yesterday and it was so unorganized and I had a lousy time. I only got to ride two rollercoasters the entire time we were there because there were a million people with us and it sucked because nobody wanted to split up into groups.

I'm glad that there is this weekend to go to cedar point. I can't wait to...
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nikonphoto80:
Well I thought that was why you were going there, Ive known about it for a long time because of some of my Ohio friends but it is to fair for me to go.

Well that sounds like a fun job.

Well I hope you change your mind about going to warped tour there is going to be a lot of SGKY people there its going to be so much fun.
kiss kiss
mistressmissy:
Hey I have a few questions....

1) what time are you guys going over daves?

we should get there about 1 am or so

2) will u be going there on friday night?

yes

3) are you going to mario's after cedar point?

looks like it

4) what do I bring to dave's to take to cedar point?

theres a thread in the ohio group about what people are bringing to lunch. try to bring something different than what everyone else is bringing.

5) what do I bring to take to mario's?

i heard some people have extra tents and stuff. you need camping stuff basically. evan and i might sleep in the car haha.

6) what will I need for cedar point besides sunscreen?

there is a basic list here. read it.

7) what time in the morning are we going?

we'll leave from dave's probably around 7:30 in the morning

i dont know what im going to wear either. i don't own any shorts. i should probably buy some at work. hmm.
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Well since I last wrote in here I have started a new job. Met a new potential boyfriend. But it's not a relationship.

I love my new job. Everyone I work with is really helpful and nice to me and I'm not used to so many nice people being around all at once. It's been a wonderful learning experience for me so far. I can't...
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mistressmissy:
dont worry about the ride there. you can just ride with us. you just need to get to daves.
mistressmissy:
if you are planning to stay at mariothemonkey's house after cedar point, please go tell him so in his journal so he doesn't cancel!
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Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me,...
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nikonphoto80:
well iv missed you, so why are you not going? frown
ge999:
words are still awesome! silent protests can be good--silence provides space for deep thoughts. Be well . . . smile
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I found out some depressing news yesterday. For the next three weeks I will be working 26 hours a week. I am trying to find another job because I don't even think I will even be able to pay for gas on that little amount of money. I am so angry about that. I don't know how I am going to pay my rent or...
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mistressmissy:
thats understandable. coloring hair would be fun. im getting highlights today!
nikonphoto80:
I hope you find the best job ever, I have a job interview in July for a photo studio it not my dream photo job but it is photo it will give me experience and it pays $12 an hr which comes out to be right at 35 thousand a year so I hope I get the job.


What are you going to do this weekend, today Im going to Poison's pool party she is very nice i hope we have fun, she even put my SG name in her journal how nice is that, kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
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Behind These Hazel Eyes

Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong

Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
Im barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
Im torn into pieces, can't deny...
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nikonphoto80:
Are you still going to be on SG when you run away. frown
lifeimagenary:
ahh now why are you running way? Soryy I haven't said any thing in a while work and stuff keeps me on the go and not havein my own comp hurts as well.
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This weekend was crazy! Well saturday night was. I am not in a good mood today. I am not having a good time. I am constantly wishing I was somewhere else...I always have that feeling(well there is probably a few times I didn't feel that way) but I don't recall them now. I always feel that way lately. Like nomatter what I do, nothing can...
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caffeineheadache:
I'm gonna have to quote "old school " of all things for this one. "love.... It's a mother fucker."

cheers.
nikonphoto80:
Some times it takes time to get over stuff and you are strong so just give it time it will happen.

dont jump out of your skin you have very nice skin and besides I hear it hurts like a mother fucker.

When I get my house you can run away to my house and stay as long as you want.
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I had well I almost hate to say it because I don't want to jynx it or nothing. I had a really good time last night. I went out and played pool with jason. We hung out until 3am and I had to work at 10am today.

I am trying really hard not to get my hopes up and stay grounded because I really like...
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nikonphoto80:
Just asking, dont be mad. shocked
nikonphoto80:
thank you for not being mad at me, that would make me sad. frown
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Everything you think you know baby
Is wrong
And everything you think you had baby
Is gone

Certain things turn ugly when you think too hard
And nagging little thoughts change into things you can't turn off
Everything you think you know baby
Is wrong

It's all over but the crying
Fade to black I'm sick of trying
Took too much and now I'm done...
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evanx:
Nothing agains you personaly, becaus eI do it myself sometimes too...but...when I see song lyrics in someone's journal, I completely don't even read them tongue

Hope you are doing well. You should come visit sometime! smile
bleeder:
shocked
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Daylight fades, my love
Static hums but you can't hear it where you are
You're disconnected
This is my only song
I'll sing it soft to you tonight and hope you hear
Hear me and answer

If I give, will you receive?
Will you be true if I believe?
You're far away but you are never out of reach

Be real, my love
Be here...
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nikonphoto80:
So why did you want non SG members to read that. wink
mistressmissy:
congrats on the new job! mom told me biggrin
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I'm pretty, what do I deserve
I feel pretty, until I walk out the door
I wonder when pretty's gonna bleed
My monster has all the time he needs
So I came home to feel ugly again
Feels better alone, pretty ugly again
If you come back around I may not let you in
Cause I don't understand what this pretty is.
You're so pretty,...
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nikonphoto80:
Did you write that if you did it is good?

You are pretty every day you just need to see that, if I could do anything to make you feel better I would.

I left another comment on you last journal I didnt know if you got it or not.
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Oh my god! eeek mad I just took a lil test thing on the internet under zodiac's to see who I would be most compatible with and it was like 50 questions long. When I was all done, I clicked on the final button and it said I am most compatible with cancers because of my personality. frown frown frown mad It figures! That is very weird to me.
nikonphoto80:
Did you get my last comment?

Hay Im a cancer what have you got against me LOL
love kiss biggrin
nikonphoto80:
That good your one of my favorite friends.

So did you get my last comment or not its not important just wondering?