resa

So what are you doing that you never thought you would do again?

It sounds like you are doing fine at your new job so dont worry so much about it you are a smart girl and you will do a good job if you dont keep thinking you are going to fuck up. Did he ever let you go eat?

So who is Nikki?

Hopefully, she will realize that you are a true friend and contact you sometime in the future. Sometimes, all it takes is some time to realize that throwing away a friendship is a silly thing to do.

I hope you have a fun Sunday and I am so glad to hear someone who actually likes their job--its so rare.

Its a dream.... nothing more just your brain trying to Organize memories

my dreams tend to get weird like that when ive been under alot of stress...

as for your spa that sounds fun... grrr could use a good massage XD

and swimming... that does sound really fun!

Well Enjoy your day!

Im glad you had a good time, I bet you fell a little better now.

good. dont!
im not a fan of the heat either.
its so muggy!

the heat sucks!!! i wish i could shake the hand of the Person who invented the AC unit..

Hey Resa. *hug* Things will Be better

Every one has made mistakes and im sure i could rant on about ones i have made. Its what makes us Human.

as it seems lately Everything ends up working its self out in the end no matter whats going on

Anyway Resa I Hope you Feel Better *hugs*

its ok sweetie. we know where you are and it's not a good place right now. we've all been in it from time to time. you kinda have to forget about everything to make it all better. please dont feel like you owe anyone anything. especially rachel and brandon. things were done to you too remember. there was a reason to be harsh with them.
yeah too bad he's an alchie. those are bad for you...ie bill.
im pretty ok except for a nasty seat belt burn that makes me not want to turn my neck. pictures later.

Look, it's just what I heard and it seems to me that you are better off. Sometimes you can't see clearly when you are in the situation and it's the people around you that can. All I'm saying is stop and think about it. It he REALLY TRUELY what you want or is it just a void you want filled?

cheating huh? did you sleep with brandon while you were with chris? i don't remember you ever telling me that. if you mean cheating by hanging out with another guy and eek kissing him than that's really not so bad at all. reese you can't live your life on the what ifs. i also want to point out that you and chris could've lived together...he didn't want to. he didn't want to move out of his parents house and the room he shared with his brother. i dont think it would've been better had you 2 lived together. most of the time that makes things worse. i think what evan said is true. you're just lonely. you want someone to be in your life again that knows you well and that will be there for you. all i can say is that it takes time.chris was very far from a perfect man. you have to remind your heart of that. he wasn't the one for you sweetie.

also, i don't want to be mean but can you not text message me? they charge me money every time i get a text. im gonna go yell at them about it cuz i think it's a bullshit deal. i mean if there is no way to turn off receiving texts how can they charge me to recieve? grrr.

have fun on your date though. i hope it goes well.

Damn! You didn't eat the pig? I went to a pig roast at Lollopalooza that the radio station was putting on (I gots connections ) and it looked gross but it was fucking tasty!!!!

I totally agree with you I dont know how many people I have pushed away, Im so lonely.

Jury duty cot cancelled for this week...but I might have to go next week.

P.S. I heard White Noise was crap.. Go watch Session 9 if you want to be scared for days.

*whispers* "Get out of my house"

J/K I heard that movie sucked. Oh well.

Only 2 more days and it's back to work. I went fishing today for a while in lake Erie, then a storm came up and we just made it back to the truck in time.

Vincent Gallo is an actor.
He was in the movie Buffalo '66.
That's what Missy probably told you about.

exactly. PHP-1 was for missy's b day, lol.

You look really pretty in the new profile pick.

Is that a song or a poem?

I need to find something to do on the 4th.

Yea, I don't think I will.

Sounds like fun!!!

Hehe if it wasnt for the people at work i prolly woulda left Mcd's after the first week

Well, I hope your weekend was good!

Haha. The dirtier you get, the more fun you had.

The heat really sucks. It's been about 100 degrees at work, and it really wears you down. I'm practically crawling out to go home.

Heat does suck especially in a Kitchen... almost passed out the other day XD

sorry to hear about your face/gums/cheeks ><

i hope your ok!




Edit: What color you thinking for your hair?



[Edited on Jun 30, 2005 6:31PM]

im late for work
good luck with the opening!

Heh, you look like you are about to cry.