rejoicingpeasant

mmhmm.

supertramp's where it's at, folks.

in seven minutes, my hair will be 'funky cherry' colored.

i found my mom's old free to be you and me book! she used to read me the poems and sing me the songs when i was little. and i love the old early 70's art!

Dear Richard,

Don't invite me to your birthday party because I'm not coming. And give me back the Disneyland sweatshirt I said you could wear. If I'm not good...
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well, um.. my mom called this morning. my grandma passed away yesterday. maybe it hasn't quite hit me yet, but i feel more like celebrating her life than mourning her death.

she was (mostly) sober for about a year. it took a near-death experience to get her there, but she did it. and after the hard part was over, she was better and happier.

she...
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for the ladies: so i did a little beauty experiment. i was stoned out of my mind, and there was a little handmirror faced up at me against the coffee table. i picked it up and stared back into my own eyes. they seemed more blue than green, which is unusual. the next couple of times i got stoned, i'd sit in front of...
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conversation in the car yesterday with bob.

me: aw, no dude! i hate this shit! you KNOW i hate this shit!
bob: sara, uriah heep were pre-cursors to progressive metal.
me: progressive crap, you mean.
stupid bob: (rolling his stupid eyes) that wasn't even funny.
me: (slouching, folds arms and mutters out the passenger window) your...
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dollar dollar bill, y'all.

oh boy oh boy oh boy.

maintaining composure during work is getting awfully hard. it's like the harder i strive for peace within myself, the more difficult it is to find my way out of this depressing maze my brain has become over the past five years.

hellix thinks he owes me a million thanks for helping him pack and move,...
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yeah, my brain is one funky jukebox.

completely unrelated- YAY for opiates, everyone!! i whacked the top of my head while cleaning out hellix's kitchen cabinets and popped half a vicodin. definitely an awesome way to start out the morning. i also got some new porno mags and a police light. sara = happy.

AAAAAAAND i made little mini manicottis last night! ghetto style....
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last night i went to bed with the police's Synchronicity II playing through my head with its pounding, trance-inducing bassline.

this morning i woke up with kansas' point of no return rockin me brains.

SOMEONE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME, BECAUSE I HAVE NO CLUE HOW THIS HAPPENS.

edit:

so i feel like i should explain.
i tried. i did. i tried to read the first book. i watched the movies during gym ( they used to play movies in the fitness center, and i tried as hard as possible to 'get into' the harry potter movie while working my ass off on that little exercise bike), but neither the book, nor the...
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EDIT: i'm not naked anymore. but i feel fucking incredible. i just swam for like, three hours. i've got color. and bob just ordered food. i have no idea how he plans on paying for it, but i can't wait. in the last week, i'm sure i've lost at least seven lbs.

I'M NAKED!!

EDIT
i love how random winamp is, but for chrissake..

i can't listen to queensryche for the same reason i can barely listen to dream theater (with the exception of my glass prison) and i'm not going into those reasons right now because i'm stoned, and i need to go to work.

man. i was just thinking it would be really, really cool to...
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