What would you sacrifice for those you love? That’s is a question that I pondered for many restless nights as I felt myself drowning. I should have opened up to her about how bad I was getting. It would have let her know what she truly means to me.. but I couldn’t pull her down with me, not when I felt like I was being...
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So I have a weird one cause of all my crazy adventures and my crazy party’s this one is kinda tame but meant the most to me. Ok so this was a few years back when the third sg book came out. I live in Salem and since @missy started it all in Portland there was a book signing and then an after party at...
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Two years ago I got a call that destroyed me. Two years ago I said goodbye. I wish I could say I handled your death better. But I didn’t I went down a road of drunk mental illness. I still have days where I miss you. And god knows there are days I hear you laughing when I do something stupid. I hope your proud...
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For many years I’ve been a drunk. I have always handled my problems by booze. The only time I could have fun was drunk. I still payed my bills, worked every day, never got in legal trouble. The end of August I got pulled over for a dui. It was the first day of the state fair, and I had spent the day drinking enjoying...
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truetrue316:
First off, congrats! When I was 25, I went 13 weeks without a drop to prove to a woman that I could. The first couple weeks I had withdrawals, then came crazy dreams- but the 13 week mark I had overcome it. Wherever your journey takes you, be proud that you’ve followed through- that is truly the toughest part.
I was asked earlier this week why I have the sg logo tattooed on me. And the answer surprised the person. So I want to share. Sg means a lot to me I’ve been a member on and off since I was 19. I of course bead drawn in by the beautiful woman but that has been far from what kept me. I fell in...
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I have a coworker doing a religious study’s paper on satanist and needs to interview someone he thought I was but I’m a pegan so I can’t help him was hoping someone here might help if I gave them his email
So I’m a Taurus. I fell it firs since I’m stubborn and calm tell I get angry and then I will destroy everything and everyone that gets in my way with out a care in the word @rambo
So as of late I’ve noticed some weird things about myself. Thought I’ve always been a little weird I’ve become this weird fuck everyone but I want true love.... I want to watch the world burn yet love to hear people laugh uncontrollably... love the concept of good and evil yet hate religion (and almost always root for the bad guy)... it’s kinda funny how...
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This week had destroyed me.I have watched for more years then I can count my dad rot away on Thursday he quit trying to fight after 15 years and od on pain pills causing a heart attack that left him brain dead.on monday my mother decide to pull the plug on him and my sister blamed her for his death.that alone broke me..the one person...
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nebula:
I'm so so sorry for your loss. I hope you and your family can support each other through this terrible time...please don't push away the people who care about you.