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So Every year my depression gets out of control this time of year.i can already feel it starting. The Dark thoughts are staying to creep in more and more . honestly I'm getting really tired of fighting day and night just to keep myself from sinking in to the depths of madness. Maybe it's time I just sink into the depths of the...
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Eight years later and I've done nothing to honor you. I've poisoned every relationship in my life in the time since you passed. For the longest time I tried to downed my self in the bottom of any bottle I could find. I've stopped trying to downed my demons but I feel as if I'm forever falling down the rabbit hole...
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I've come to the conclusion that it's better off that I'm dead inside. Every time i let myself feel anything it gets trampled like a writer's dream I'm Hollywood. Which just makes me angry and hurt causing me to lash out at those inmy life causing me to lash them away. yet when i kill all emotions inside me i...
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so the night after my birthday my depression got really bad and i tried to kill myself. the next morning i called a friend and asked her to go with me to get help since i've never got any help fighting depression. after i got turned away from the chris center i called a friend and asked them if i could stay at there...
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realize today that I'm truly broken, no matter how hard i try everywhere I go i leave a wake of pain in, I'm not sure how much more i can take

jpcameron51:
Don't let the world get the best of you, might be time for a change in scenery. That always helps me kind of reset myself and try again. Hang in there
brickman:
I agree, it is always darkest before the dawn.  Hang on and things will get better.
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I'm sorry i don't fit into your perfect little world.Im loud when its not appropriate.i laugh at things that aren't funny,i cover my body with art, i curse like a ship full of fucking sailors, i would rather piss someone off then kiss there ass. yet some how i'm the one whose weird? Flaws are what make us...
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Yes Im Claiming the SG show is the greatest show on earth. So me and a friend drove up to Portland from Salem to see the Sg show in the city that started it all. We get there and i m like a kid the night before Christmas so ready for it to start even though i have no idea what i m stepping in...
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im about to leave to go to the portland suicide girls burlesque