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My Grandma died last night.

Despite the fact that she was a total bitch to my father when he was growing up - she was a step mum/step gran - I am gutted. I went to see her just a few weeks ago, and was shocked by how frail she had become. She was always so vital, and always so proud of her apperance. When I saw her she had wasted away to nothing, and was frankly a mess. I was so quick to bitch about her, but then after seeing her the other week I realised how much I did love her, and how much I hated to see her like that. Plus, it made me remember that she did so much for me when I was a kid...I'm glad she died in some ways, after all, she was very ill and I know she is no longer suffering. But I will miss her, and I'm so sad.