redmess

one of my last mornings in albuquerque was spent modeling at my painter friend Henry's studio. we were set up on the patio, me nude in a busted old sitting chair. henry, crazy apache, visionary painter with lines and color like matisse, sipping magic mushroom-infused green tea, blue corn growing tall-stalked under late summer sun, a white rabbit in the yard, peering out of his...
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this is for sheila:



rock and roll. i am consumed by some weird sin. it's the rock and the roll that keeps me a forever rolling stone. gathering not moss, just new adventure and experience. perspective and dirt.

i am a love machine.

let's make out



p.s jeezus. i'm only like ten years late but here's my blogger spot
check it out.

quick update:

going to the catskills on september third for adventure, conspiracy, and hard work. all summer of dreaming of going back to new york and lo and behold an oppurtunity has manifested.
keeping my base here in albuquerque. i love this fucking place.

it's been a whirlwind the past few weeks. wouldn't know where to start.
but there's been tons of good music, parties,...
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oh goddessSheila my love

for you we -"we" being april and myself, your moon sisters- are throwing a masquerade ball at a house on a hill.
we will dress up in my finest frocks, bedeck ourselves in baubles, scarves, and hats, from my ever exPLODING closet of galore.
rouge our cheeks, lips, and other...
scent our sweet necks
and dance, intoxicate, LOVE until dawn....
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i had been living in albuquerque for just a few days and i can't remember where exactly i was -either on the bus or out for coffee most likely- but i was talking to this woman about why i moved here and i couldn't come up with any practical reason that would satisfy any kind of conventionally minded person. fortunately she was not a conventionally...
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dude. today i got to watch gerard butler film fight scenes.
the past two days have been an exhausting 14 hours each but still so much fun.



oh my god, this was one of my absolute favorite sesame street skits/segments as a little girl. so cute:

it's funny that i've stumbled upon it now. couldn't be more appropriate.
just change your song
i think i...
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so what do i do? i'm fucking wasted and i have to be at work for a buyer's meeting at 6:45.
this morning i woke up -it was more like afternoon since i was rolling out of bed at 1- only to discover i've bled all over my favorite panties. and my sheets.
i've been reading foxfire. skinning raccoons, moonshinen, log cabin building, faith...
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well, this is goodbye.
not a suicide note, silly! just a goodbye from the world of SG.
i don't know what else to say really. nothing negative at all. i owe some of my most compelling relationships, amazing experiences, adventures to this digital landscape.
i just don't feel like i belong as an entity on a computer screen. i don't myspace, livejournal, IM, etc. i...
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