i feel like that moment in magnolia when the storm comes and the camera zooms in on the girl's painting in her apartment. sometimes i feel exactly like that girl...exactly...
-redcrayonkelly
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the days grow colder and every early afternoon reminds me of the first chapter of something wicked this way comes... the clouds seem black, heavy. the ground is dry and bitter with leaves scampering to safety from what i know is going to happen tonight. tommorrow. and the day after that. there is no refuge from truth and the sicle it carries. it is the...
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bunkdose:
That is all the more reason to love Autumn. My favorite season. well worded, red .. very well worded.
applerecords1251:
We are same city. I am sorry you have to live here. I was going to say that lip thing looks painfull. Then I had to rip on our town.
almost halloween!!!
eeek!
it's my favorite holiday!
i still don't know what to be!
-redcrayonkelly
eeek!
it's my favorite holiday!
i still don't know what to be!
-redcrayonkelly
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octoberseven:
Hey, welcome back Kelly! Good to see that you are ok.
bunkdose:
Yo Red, Happy Halloween!
holy shit, SG changed! 
well, after two months of nothingness and survival i am back with more crazy stories than before and an entirely new set of friends. i'm thinking of starting a memoir of my summer, writing it all down before i forget...
wow, this site really is amazing, i hope everyone that works on it knows that.
did people forget about me?
-redcrayonkelly
well, after two months of nothingness and survival i am back with more crazy stories than before and an entirely new set of friends. i'm thinking of starting a memoir of my summer, writing it all down before i forget...
wow, this site really is amazing, i hope everyone that works on it knows that.
did people forget about me?
-redcrayonkelly
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bunkdose:
Lady Red!
Okay.. Holy shit. Here I thought we would never see you again. I was a little concerned there.. I took to checking your profile every 3 days.. checking to see if you returned. I'm glad you're back. You should share some of your stories/struggles with us. We are interested. Start a memoir.. you do that. I can see where something like that can be very important. welcome back. Its good to have you here again.
The site did turn around for the better.. It scared alot of us folks who get easily upset by change.. all is better now. well.. I do miss the old banners up top. those were classy. not that these are bad.
Have a great day.
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Okay.. Holy shit. Here I thought we would never see you again. I was a little concerned there.. I took to checking your profile every 3 days.. checking to see if you returned. I'm glad you're back. You should share some of your stories/struggles with us. We are interested. Start a memoir.. you do that. I can see where something like that can be very important. welcome back. Its good to have you here again.
The site did turn around for the better.. It scared alot of us folks who get easily upset by change.. all is better now. well.. I do miss the old banners up top. those were classy. not that these are bad.
Have a great day.
[Edited on Oct 23, 2003 7:39AM]
bunkdose:
btw..
Did you check Neko's set? its up.
Did you check Neko's set? its up.
just so everyone knows i am homeless right now. it might be a while 'til i can be more active again. i appreciate all your replies, just wish i could return the favor.
another day.....
-redcrayonkelly
another day.....
-redcrayonkelly
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thelastasthmatic:
you have amazing eyes...
junebug:
Hang in there girl...Keep yer chin up!
going crazy.
(again)
chemical dependency will have the best of me while i wait for someone to save me. this time is different. i'm in too deep; i have gone crazy and there is no going back. i have halluncinations of him hunting me down, finding me in a random drug house, picking me up and laying me in his car. but i lay here,...
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(again)
chemical dependency will have the best of me while i wait for someone to save me. this time is different. i'm in too deep; i have gone crazy and there is no going back. i have halluncinations of him hunting me down, finding me in a random drug house, picking me up and laying me in his car. but i lay here,...
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neko:
dont overwhelm yourself with the loss that is thought. there is some sanity in insanity, or so they say, and i hear your passion through the letters as you cry for what you yearn for. your message will one day arive, sweeter than perhaps expected, and surprises will overcome the mushroom clouds. as for now, some advice from a far away heart: "these, these precious things, let them break...let them bleed..."
-neko
-neko
bunkdose:
..wow.. I'm speechless. I can't even begin to ponder on the depths of your feeling heart. I do feel empathy though.
that's it! i hate my room!
i'm a fucking pack-rat and i'm sick of it! there is no point to keeping something i do not use! which is everything!
yes, i know it's 2:20am.
now is just as good of time as ever to throw everything away and rearange my furniture....
no, i'm not on crack or meth!
-redcrayonkelly
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i'm a fucking pack-rat and i'm sick of it! there is no point to keeping something i do not use! which is everything!
yes, i know it's 2:20am.
now is just as good of time as ever to throw everything away and rearange my furniture....
no, i'm not on crack or meth!
-redcrayonkelly
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navig8r:
haven't been in the new place for more than a few months....
i just went through the experience of cleansing myself of a lot of unnecessary junk. recycle it, burn it, junk it, forget about it, you'll feel so much lighter.
i read a couple of posts about unused computer equipment. if anyone in the portland area needs to do some computer recycling, there's a group that can use your old, unused equipment and/or recycle it for you. here's the website:
http://www.freegeek.org/recycle.html. i'm not a member so this isn't a shameless promo, i just hate hearing about toes getting stubbed for no reason.
i just went through the experience of cleansing myself of a lot of unnecessary junk. recycle it, burn it, junk it, forget about it, you'll feel so much lighter.
i read a couple of posts about unused computer equipment. if anyone in the portland area needs to do some computer recycling, there's a group that can use your old, unused equipment and/or recycle it for you. here's the website:
http://www.freegeek.org/recycle.html. i'm not a member so this isn't a shameless promo, i just hate hearing about toes getting stubbed for no reason.
sebast:
J'aime les filles qui aiment le francais hehe..pas le choix quand on ait Qubecois . Et l'art dans des photos et tres beaux je trouve, d'ailleurs tu est jolie aussi je trouve.
. Et l'art dans des photos et tres beaux je trouve, d'ailleurs tu est jolie aussi je trouve.this summer i have launched myself away from my hermit tendencies, into a social whirlwind of sex, drugs, and rock n roll. now, being alone for the first time in months on a saturday night feels really really depressing. the summer is almost over and my reality check is too close for comfort... i detest waiting for that one phone call you know will never...
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lemonkid:
Cool. A broken computer is a sad thing indeed.
amberhate:
i have felt years of loneliness in my life. i've always felt like the only one who doesn't have friends. now things are better, which is good - it comes in spurts. glad to know other people feel the same way and aren't lameasses.
all is well.
i need to move to portland.
the end.
-happyredcrayonkelly
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bunkdose:
lol
Good to hear.
lol
Good to hear.
neko:
hope you get to move, I just moved in too! Thank you for adding me as a friend, you're my first one! (yay). I love your vertical labret, its beautiful. my labret was a total accident. but yes, beautiful girl, i hope your moving will soon begin
;-)
;-)
massage. super nintendo. spirited away. gushers. honesty. sex. revelation. music. adoration. disbeleif. comfort. anticipation. kiss. drive. bask. joy. divinity.
-redcrayonkelly
-redcrayonkelly
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ruby:
And you have gorgeous eye-balls.
Hey I will try and keep my eyes peeled for that book but I am kind of "wanted" at the library for overdue fees, pretty much a hobby of mine since I learned to read.
Hey I will try and keep my eyes peeled for that book but I am kind of "wanted" at the library for overdue fees, pretty much a hobby of mine since I learned to read.
brandy:
I never thought of it that way...thanks for the insight
The Scientist
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart
Nobody said it was...
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Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart
Nobody said it was...
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eyeballkid:
I feal for ya, baby. REAAAALY I DO.
bunkdose:
Now, I've never listened to coldplay,.. but I know what you are saying with these lyrics. Your post has also piqued my interest in hearing this band sometime soon. ..I have a friend who is into the band, so maybe I can borrow a cd from him. ..?
Have a good day red..alright?
Have a good day red..alright?
he doesn't love me anymore.
gone soul searchin'.
be back when answers are found (never?).
-redcrayonkelly
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eyeballkid:
Ah, what does he know.
vicky:
I second Kayla! AND you like Marilyn Monroe AND you like Volkswagons! Ok i sound like a sad weirdo. Hi, by the way.
:bear hug:
Madness.