feeling overwhelmed.
too much homework, too much stress, it's getting to the end of the semester and i don't want to be here any more.
i don't want to look for a job for next year, when i don't even want to work, and i feel compelled to look for a job because people say i should. why the fuck am i listening to them?
seriously feel on the verge of tears.
stoopid stress.
i'm exhausted and i still have homework to do, instead i have decided that i will watch queer eye for the straight guy and go to sleep, wake up early, skip my first class and finish all the other homework then. sounds like some sort of a plan.
i am going home for easter. thank god.
i need sloppy doggy kisses and doggy cuddles. my dog is a great cuddler.
i need enormous amounts of comforting from the boy. i need massages and sex and kisses and hugs and thai food.
i need huge quantities of alcohol.
thanks for everyone who commented in my last journal. i got some very thoughtful responses. and i'm sorry i haven't responded to them, but i'm sure if you read this entry then you kinda understand why.
ps. i took all my pics down because i got one too many disgusting emails that i just don't wanna deal with. seriously i know that this is a porn site, but i am not porn star, i don't need to put up with that shit.
too much homework, too much stress, it's getting to the end of the semester and i don't want to be here any more.
i don't want to look for a job for next year, when i don't even want to work, and i feel compelled to look for a job because people say i should. why the fuck am i listening to them?
seriously feel on the verge of tears.
stoopid stress.
i'm exhausted and i still have homework to do, instead i have decided that i will watch queer eye for the straight guy and go to sleep, wake up early, skip my first class and finish all the other homework then. sounds like some sort of a plan.
i am going home for easter. thank god.
i need sloppy doggy kisses and doggy cuddles. my dog is a great cuddler.
i need enormous amounts of comforting from the boy. i need massages and sex and kisses and hugs and thai food.
i need huge quantities of alcohol.
thanks for everyone who commented in my last journal. i got some very thoughtful responses. and i'm sorry i haven't responded to them, but i'm sure if you read this entry then you kinda understand why.
ps. i took all my pics down because i got one too many disgusting emails that i just don't wanna deal with. seriously i know that this is a porn site, but i am not porn star, i don't need to put up with that shit.
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donzell:
I can relate to your plight. During my first year of law school, I went to school and worked on the weekends (and at night). I had a terrible time trying to keep up, spend time with family and friends, and do well. In the end, I survived. But, I learned to take life one day at a time, that all problems will pass, and to enjoy life.
tanar:
Happy Easter beautiful.