Thursday Jan 22, 2004

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did i mention how i have the nicest boyfriend? when my sister came to visit me he sent with her my favorite thai food from my most favorite thai restaurant! is that not the sweetest?
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oso:
if you 2 ever break up, give him my number. tongue
pip:
You do deserve such a boyfriend. Glad cupid got that one right.

Monday Jan 19, 2004

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bah. frown


super sadness. lately i have had too many highs and lows. i'm looking forward to a comfortable middle ground. hopefully i'll settle into it soon.

surreal surreal surreal
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oso:
frown
runk:
Wow. I don't know what to say. You just seem profoundly sad. I also know that nothing people say will get you out of it. (As if I am old & wise...) I've realized as I progressed through my 20's and now am into my early 30's, life tends to not go as planned or hoped. Ain't that re-assuring?

Just know that you have at least one internet "friend" who will hope that things will turn around soon for you!!

Friday Jan 16, 2004

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wanting to be wanted...is that so bad?

wanting someone who is better left unwanted...now that is bad.

sometimes i am completely oblivious. (insert big sigh here.) sometimes i feel too complicated. sometimes i want to explain, but it's just better left unsaid.

cherry vodka and ginger ale.

working out is working wonderfully. ha. i hate working out..i like the feeling just after working out..but not...
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liquid_fire:
wow. we sound like we would get along fabulously. you have my same thoughts exactly
oso:
i want to want you, so you won't have to want to be wanted anymore. that's all i meant.

ya dig? kiss

Wednesday Jan 14, 2004

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i like to cut things up.

scissors are my friends.


i am still sad.

to me, this isn't real life. so when something's gotta give, it's gonna be this. ya know what i mean? yeah...that's what i've been thinking lately.


i hope i'm back to myself soon. whatever


i know, i still suck.
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lunna:
Cute red panties..woohoo! kiss
trocc:
i hope you're back to yourself soon, too... hang in there, you've probably got the post-holiday head daze that fogs me in around this time, too...

love the profile pic update. smile

Monday Jan 12, 2004

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i'm feeling sad tonight.

i am a horrible friend.

sorry.
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mylf:
kisskisskiss

hope you feel better, babe.
quasi_sean:
A Monkey for you.... ooo aaa

Sunday Jan 11, 2004

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lately this is my most favorite site craftster.

love it.

school starts tomorrow at 9 am.

homework must be done tonight.

home movies is on tonight! whoo. i love that cartoon.
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trocc:
homework vs. cartoon

the battle begins - good luck, darlin
jasechase:
That's an interesting site. Good luck with this semester. I have also decided to update my journal every tuesday. So get the latest befoer the next one's in.

Jase

Friday Jan 09, 2004

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i had planned on being back in iowa on weds. then there was a death and car trouble. so instead i went to a funeral yesterday. and thanks to the most wonderful boyfriend in the world my car once again moves.

i am not made to work on cars, my delicate girly hands hurt.

watching princess bride.

need to unpack the mounds of bags and...
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jasonxstar:
sleeping alone does suck,you have clams?..cool
much love
gpk
thewintersoldier:
thanks for the happy birthday kiddo

Wednesday Jan 07, 2004

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hi, i am a stalker. if you'd like to be my next stalking victim please email me your address..

no really. do it. now.

umm i have spongebob stickers?





in real news i'll be back in iowa on thursday, and then i might write about all the real stuff thats been happening in my stupid life.

time is short lately.
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laid_to_rest:
i wish i had a stalker, i would be flattered! biggrin
lunna:
That reminds me, I need a new stalker outfit..want to go shopping with me? I hear there's a new store that has sexy black stalker outfits. Well, let me know cutie. kiss kiss

Tuesday Dec 23, 2003

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happy holidays!

i hope mine is gonna be happy. there will be 50 people here at my parents' house tomorrow, just my dad's side. and it's gonna be crazy.

i haven't been around here too much lately. shrug, that's just the way it is...

yesterday i took two naps. i am making up for lost sleep.

i have nothing to say.

i hate drama and...
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wishryder:
Ran across your journal (and pics love ) while looking for other Iowans, and just had to comment. Hope you had a great Christmas!

PS - In case you missed it LOVE love the pics. You are fully cute.
lunna:
My ooo aaa & I have many kiss 's for you.

Thursday Dec 18, 2003

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final in the morning, going home in the afternoon, should be home by 7. stopping to shop at the outlets along the way.

my best friend is coming in from LA tomorrow too! i am super excited. most definatly.

tony is having a party on saturday, yippie!

i made marble magnets today! whoo fun stuff.

my mom told me that bud stole his christmas present...
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lunna:
Wow-lots of cool fun stuff going on it sounds like.
kiss
mrgreen:
where's all this sex happening?
can I jump in?
word.
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Tuesday Dec 16, 2003

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only one more final to go! thank god.

i'm counting down the days, the hours, the minutes until i am back in IL. it will be fabulous!

i poked myself in the eye when i was in a dazed half awake/mostly sleeping state. it hurts. there is a big red mark in it. its very ouchy.

for some reason the credit card companies have decided...
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jasonxstar:
i told you not to hold pencils to close to your face, i hope you have a great time back home and let me know how your x-mas was
much hugs
GPK
lunna:
hehe the right places. That's cute. Your new profile picture is very beautiful. kiss

Monday Dec 15, 2003

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do you have anyone you once knew who you wish was still in your life?

i'm going through one of those times where i just can't stop thinking of my ex, my first love. that kinda thing. i wish i could still be friends with him. i'm not the kind of person who makes friends easily or connects with people easily...and he's one of those...
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mylf:
x-mas gifts: I go with something that reminds me of them, but it is usually something they will like not neccessarily (sp?) want. They usually like it though.

I have pleanty of people that I wish were still in my life, but for reasons beyond MY control, they are not. They know every way possible to contact me, yet I haven't telked to quite a few of them since July. jerks.

I know what you mean about your dad. The first time I got an e-mail from mine I almost dropped. I still have to fix things when something goes wrong with the computer though.
lv:
I frequently wonder how people I used to know are doing...anywhere from former teachers to previous girl friends. For the latter, I actually remain friends with most of them afterwords (what can I say, I like to be intimate on many levels...and sometimes some levels transfer well to other relationship types), but some....well...some of them I really sometimes wonder how they are, how they're doing, if they're happy...etc.

It is hard having someone in your life (and you being in theirs), and then losing track of that connection....no longer being in each other's life.

But, in direct answer to the question, yes, there are people who were once in my life that I wish still were.
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