I trust him. I was really apprehensious about him going away for so long. When I heard his stay was going to be extended I had to let it all out. I told him that I was afraid that he was going to cheat on me while he was there, and he surprised me by expressing the same fear! Both of us spazzing out on the inside and causing ourselves so much worry. We both concluded that it was just impossible to do so because we are always on the phone, anyway! hahaha~
Down to teh root of it, though... I think that this distance and time between us has really opened up our eyes. We are both put into this stramgle-hold of a position in which we are forced to trust. It feels like there is a line of tranquility connected from Florida to Sicily.
God, I've turned into such a mush.
But, yeah, I just thought I'd share with you all an emotion that I've never felt or really understood- total trust.
Down to teh root of it, though... I think that this distance and time between us has really opened up our eyes. We are both put into this stramgle-hold of a position in which we are forced to trust. It feels like there is a line of tranquility connected from Florida to Sicily.
God, I've turned into such a mush.
But, yeah, I just thought I'd share with you all an emotion that I've never felt or really understood- total trust.
But I've been occupying myself and working hard on a few projects that I've been trying to complete for a while. Keepsake and jewelry boxes, drawing/sketching, cleaning, reorganizing, apartment hunting... I've also decided to make myself a whole new summer wardrobe using new fabric and thrift store finds as well as using my current clothing. It's a challenge (and rather time consuming), but it makes me happy.
I have to have my hands tied or else I'll go crazy.
I've also been reading a LOT, too~ So if you know of any good historical fictions, tell me!