rebel84

so i havent heard from my bf in like 5 days. so i'm thinkin the more important question is do i even still have a boyfriend? i havent called him at all until today i sent him text that said i was just goin to assume we werent together anymore since i never heard from him since thursday. no response yet. so i guess there's my answer. it really sucks that i am always getting treated like shit. i cant figure it out. i just dont know what i am doin wrong. the real shitty thing is i bought him an xmas gift that he accepted and still hasnt gotten me anything. but i'm guessing he probably wont. and that he probably wont answer the text either.

i am very sad today