so i havent heard from my bf in like 5 days. so i'm thinkin the more important question is do i even still have a boyfriend? i havent called him at all until today i sent him text that said i was just goin to assume we werent together anymore since i never heard from him since thursday. no response yet. so i guess there's...
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rebel84:
yea you guys are 100% right. it'll happen when i'm not looking and i'm being way too accomodating. well fuck that! i'm turning over a new leaf and shit is gonna be hard to get and even harder to keep!
grumpyoldbastard:
Hi REB 
well i had such a great new year! so much fun cant wait to see what 2011 brings! and i'm confident it will be nothing but good things! *crosses finger* hope every one had as much fun as i did 
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mrbubblewarp:
<3 happy new year sweetie!
dkoc:
<3
so i have been sittin around all day today. the past weekend has been very difficult. my best friend's dad died on wednesday so i went to his wake on friday night. it was terrible. and don and i are in a weird place right now. we get along fine actually but things have been different. i finally brought it up face to face this...
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repo_man:
yeah, guys are assholes. Who knows, maybe the feelings talk got him frazzled and his way of dealing with it was isolating himself. guys do that. They'd rather hide then deal with emotions. Hope it works out...
rebel84:
thanks repo. if it doesnt work out i'll call you 
so my last few blogs were kinda depressing lol but things have been really good lately! don and i have been getting along really well. i think it helped for me to just sit back and let him do all the work for the moment. i've realized that some times it helps to show the other person exactly how you feel with actions not words....
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melaniek:
good for you and good for don. he needs to SHOW he deserves a gem like you. <3
docsparrow:
beat it up
so my bf finally called me today. sent me a text that he really wanted to talk and missed me. so i said i would listen to what he had to say but that i wasnt promising anything. so he said never mind bcuz of my attitude. and has never answered anything i sent. i am so much more upset today then i thought i...
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i am having a really bad morning.
last night we went out for drinks and i saw these guys that i know. well don wanted to go home so i stopped by where they were sitting to say bye and he was waiting for me outside. i stood there with them for maybe 5 minutes. i go outside and he is gone. i am all...
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last night we went out for drinks and i saw these guys that i know. well don wanted to go home so i stopped by where they were sitting to say bye and he was waiting for me outside. i stood there with them for maybe 5 minutes. i go outside and he is gone. i am all...
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hungery13ear:
from what I've gotten from relationships and by reading your blog here's what I think:
Read it if you wish.....
Read it if you wish.....
rebel84:
thnx guys. i knew that hearing from you guys would make me feel so much better. it always does
so i had a blast last weekend in Wisconsin! we ended up driving up there saturday night at like 2:30 in the am and left monday morning so don could go to work. sunday we just sat around all day and drank beer, grilled and sat around the bonfire. i wish it could have lasted longer!
i've been thinking that its about time for me...
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i've been thinking that its about time for me...
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melaniek:
good luck girl. you can do it!
mrbubblewarp:
Good luck!
so i have had a really crazy week. we went out on thursday night and bumped into a friend of mine. her guy was being a total pig with me everytime she walked away but i didnt say anything about it. we walk out in the parking lot to leva and she is just sittin in the car and the guys friend was just waiting...
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melaniek:
have fun hun! <3
so i havent been on sg for quite a while because of some drama that happened. but i have been on the past week and feeling ok about it. its been hard sometimes because i have lots of reminders of bad times but then even more of times that i miss really badly. it just leaves me confused. but its been really nice to reconnect...
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repo_man:
It was good to see your smiling face... <333
relationships blow, its just the way it is..and dating schmating...even worse. People are all nice and false in the beginning and then they shit the bed.
relationships blow, its just the way it is..and dating schmating...even worse. People are all nice and false in the beginning and then they shit the bed.
rebel84:
my sg friends always make me feel better i'm feeling much better today thnx to you guys!
i'm feeling much better today thnx to you guys! when doc joined this website i didnt like it. he lied about it and had girls calling him all the time and i was uncomfortable. maybe it was the hiding of it i didnt like. idk. i am not a super jealous person but i expect absolute truth in every relationship. we fought about it for a week. he needed space over it and it...
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mrbubblewarp:
good to see you back <3
waterfordman:
Welcome Back