rebel84

so my bf finally called me today. sent me a text that he really wanted to talk and missed me. so i said i would listen to what he had to say but that i wasnt promising anything. so he said never mind bcuz of my attitude. and has never answered anything i sent. i am so much more upset today then i thought i would be. why would you call some one and tell them that? i'm super hurt and i was still willing to hear him out. but my attitude is the problem! wtf. i am so upset i cant stand people anymore. i'm sick of people feeling like its ok to leave me and come back when ever they feel like it. they dont think that they need to treat me like a human being. my feelings dont matter. to any one.

i am truly sad. more sad than i have been in a long time. i cant believe that i cant get any respect from any one. i'm over it. if he loved me so much why wouldnt he even care that he hurt my feelings? i would care. i always care and thats my problem. i told him either we talk today or never and just move on. no answer. so i guess its never.