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so it official. my dad is never coming back. i'm actually not that upset. i really don't want him here. i actually think that i hate him and i'm probably never gonna talk to him again. he needs to get what he deserves.

but anyway

i got accepted into sg chatters!!!! YAY! i'm so excited!!!

and i love my new haircolor which i did today!!...
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so i have a new blog already which is insane. so my parents have been trying to work on there marraige. my dad was having an affair and they were gonna get a divorce but my dad decided that he wanted to try and work things out with my mom. he just got here a little over a week ago. so today we come t...
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so i got in a huge fight with my dad yesturday. it was serious. we were screamin and swearing at each other. i actually had to leave. i went and met DocSparrow at a bar. it was the frst time i had seen him in a week. it was nice that he was there for me. i needed him and he really came through. i...
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so the week has changed a lot. i'm not sure if it is getting better or just changing.
i have class tonight which will be alot of fun they will have open bar and food so its more like a party. i didn't feel like doing much today but that should be easy.

shit with my parents i think has gotten worse. i try to...
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so many crazy things have happened today. i just found out that one of my good friends is pregnant which is really exciting and kind of weird at the same time! i'm super excited for her and her bf! they are super cute together. i'm getting to the age where all my friends are either gettin married or having babies or both. i might have...
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so my internet is jacked up right now which is way i have been not on among other things. i haven't really spoken to dan since all the shit went down on sunday. its too hard for me. i don't know how i feel right now about anything. i know its not fair to push it to the side but i don't know what to...
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So my bf DocSparrow started his new job today which is super exciting! i'm really happy for him! i think its just what he needed. i haven't talked to him really today but from what i understand it was a good day and what more could you ask of a first day right? so i think we'll go out for dinner and drinks to celebrate!...
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so today started out ok but ended up being so lame. i had a long busy day at work so my feet are killin me and i'm tryin to get home to see my bf. well, he helped my mom take the dog to the vet because she had something wrong with her butt.(i don't want to go into detail but it was pretty gross...
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so our sg friends left yesturday. we hope everyone had fun in chicago! it was nice to have KiltedGoth, CrashOverrid3, and MelanieK over on sunday! can't wait to see every one again soon

and i can't wait to hang out with Kraven ans Shyla again soon since they live sooooo close to doc and i! again, we had fun with you guys! miss...
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i had a really busy weekend! on saturday one of my good friends had a party at her bf's house which was so fun! doc and i were up pretty late so i was definately tired on sunday but i made a big sushi dinner and had a few friends over which was fun. but sushi is always alot of cleanup. and then yesturday i...
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i swear i am at the end of my rope lately!!!!!!!!! i just feel like screaming sometimes. some people can be so difficult especially when you have minimal patience. its almost like they are doing it on on purpose you know? whatever.

i'm still tryin to quit smoking but i was a little bad so it's like starting all over again. so i'm like really...
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so i taught my first class by mself today which was really cool. it was surprisingly easy and things went smooth so i can't complain! hopefully i get more opportunities to show off my skills at work!

i'm super excited for all the sg friends that are coming to the chi for labor day weekend! doc and i are gonna plan a really fun night...
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