...out of the river and into the sea...
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i jumped in a river and it seemed like i would be alright for a moment, but it was a river i had been to before and i believed a lie there that chokes me cold in the middle of the night to this day, you can hate a person for lying about the most important thing you ever believed in but what do you...
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grendel_kin:
i once read, and now believe, that suffering comes from our ability as rational beings to avoid dealing with the necessary pain of a situation. i don't know you or your story, my friend...or if this entry is for real, but the above is what i thought as i read your journal. if you know combat, or embraced combat rather, then you know the best thing about a fight is getting hit...the shock of life/pain and the knowing that it will fade, followed by the thrill of hitting back....harder. is there any real difference with the jolt of emotional pain? or the sequence that follows?
.....i don't know, man, here's to wishing you a good day. just wandering thru, and thought i'd drop a few words.
.....i don't know, man, here's to wishing you a good day. just wandering thru, and thought i'd drop a few words.
kudra:
Ugh. Fuck that empty space. You have to try and find good things to fill it back up with that are already in you. I know you have them.
I miss our talks as well, then read that. I wonder how you are doing. Have you got the few emails i have sent??? Why don't you send me an email on your phone thingie.
I miss our talks as well, then read that. I wonder how you are doing. Have you got the few emails i have sent??? Why don't you send me an email on your phone thingie.
the hangover eyes hurt to look out on the cold floor and when i stand the heat is attacking my head and this puppy keeps biting my ear and i use this moment to regain concious pain and use this girls computer and find my shoes and leave...
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kudra:
Will I ever hear your voice again?
miss_magenta:
i just wanted to let you know that i was thinking about you. *many hugs and good thoughts coming your way*
what if you were alone in the forest and it was quiet and peaceful and the cities all fell to dust....would it make a sound???
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miss_magenta:
i miss you!
miss_magenta:
am i going to be able to see you soon?
friday?
i have tried to call you but i can't get through. call or write me back soon. i want to see you. it's been too long.
friday?
i have tried to call you but i can't get through. call or write me back soon. i want to see you. it's been too long.
the sun is beaming and the ocean is clear and refreshing this morning, i took aan early morning boat trip to the farrallones and saw a lot of amazing and spectacular things like dolphins leaping in the air in front of the boat, a great white shark that was longer than the boat, a lot of seal and sea lions, a 30 lb. salmon that...
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milena:
I was watching a Tomb Raider commercial on TV and I thought of your profile pic. Don't know why but I figured I'd tell you. How are you?
hugoroark:
I made it...will make a point to stop by and say whattup to your homie over at NYHardcore...
may you piss with the wind
may you piss with the wind
while on sabbatical i came to the conclusion that life is not conclusive until it is concluded....
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leiru13:
slightly.
why were you in Maine anyway? family vacation? There aren't alot of good reasons to come here.
why were you in Maine anyway? family vacation? There aren't alot of good reasons to come here.
nestor:
hey. what are you doing tonight? Are you in Oakland?
you wanna be good but everything you do looks bad...
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tommysativa:
...ahem
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...ahem
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tommysativa:
...but Fair starts tomorrow, and when you're there, it's mighty hard not to be good through and through.
You do realize, of course, that if you make your way here to love your liver, you may very well likely find yourself tempted to abuse it for a night or two.
Whereever you are, I hope the light is shining favorbaly upon you.
pass along the love and you'll be just fine.
...meanwhile, check out Missy's stellar job with Fractal
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...but Fair starts tomorrow, and when you're there, it's mighty hard not to be good through and through.
You do realize, of course, that if you make your way here to love your liver, you may very well likely find yourself tempted to abuse it for a night or two.
Whereever you are, I hope the light is shining favorbaly upon you.
pass along the love and you'll be just fine.
...meanwhile, check out Missy's stellar job with Fractal
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i am at the comp in smiley's after doing my morning chores, crashing through the poison oak and blackberry bramble with 5 gal. water buckets and giving that extra nourishment that make gods green creatures bear flowers of delite...i am daydreaming about portland cuz it was a nice place and i hadn't been there in a long time and now i want to go back,...
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tarbaby:
psst...i hit the pipe tonight and was gonna call you but it was really late. what the hell is wrong with me? good times....
milena:
I would love to live in Hawaii.
as i bid portland a fond farewell with a tear in my eye i just want to say thanx mucho to bigdirtys and ginger and mia for letting my stink infilitrate the their air and my psychosis invade their dreams....no really, it was a good time and i am looking forward to my return....it was nice meeting folks at dante's on sunday and i wish...
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tarbaby:
i am so jealous. i need to go to portland and the trip later this month has been cancelled. what are you doing on the 4th? there is a wine tasting thing the next day-check sgsf. it sounds fun,but i don't know if i am up to it. i'm glad you had a blast in pdx...
miss_magenta:
i'm sad that i missed your call tonight. i accidentally left my phone of silent and i didn't hear it. 
i'll call you a little later tonight. i am going to be in berkeley tonight.
i'll call you a little later tonight. i am going to be in berkeley tonight. its a nice shock to the senses to make a journey with a simple purpose and see a whole new world open up through a series of events and such, portland is hot today and i might have tied too much on last night, even though i was trying to be indiscimant and conservative....i like it so far very much, i am glad i came...
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escapegoat:
aint that a bitch........did you come out tonight?
because now that i look at yer pictur,i think i saw ya......maybe....maybe not
because now that i look at yer pictur,i think i saw ya......maybe....maybe not
miss_magenta:
just stopping by to let you know i am thinking of you and i hope you have an amazing time. *hugs*
please let me know when you are going to be around. i want to see you soon. *hugs*