a long weekend of food and drink and altered conciousness and it takes its toll as i paddle out for some morning surf i gassed out and layed on the board outside the set and then just paddled back in without even standing up once....it always feels strange to say good-bye to someone close to you as they go to serve their time...you always want...
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shaking it off a lil' and drawing a second wind...i just have to make it a lil' past the sunrise tuesday morning...i will probaly need to draw several more winds between now and then....i have to go pound some abalone so i can put it in a wine and bread batter on at and grill it over the fire pit with some salmon and some...
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miss_magenta:
does friday night work for you? please say yes!
and how is the 12th looking? i would love for you to go to that show!
take care sweetie! xoxo
and how is the 12th looking? i would love for you to go to that show!
take care sweetie! xoxo
miss_magenta:
i understand. if funds are the only thing keeping you from going to the show... i've got you covered. i would love to see you. if not, some other time, hopefully soon.
take care dear.
xoxo
take care dear.
xoxo
i watched mars rise last night and saw it dissolve into the horizon as it set while i was in a boston whaler setting hooks for albacore 150 miles off of pt. reyes this morning...i was hungover and tired and there was a meteor shower that lasted even after the first rays of sunrise....there is a suprise party for my best friend that starts saturday...
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kudra:
I watched Mars for 5 minutes last night.....throught binoculars. It fluxuates!
Do you remember that "gang" with the "death list" you were telling me about on the phone the other night? What was the name of that? Email if you want, just let me know please.
Do you remember that "gang" with the "death list" you were telling me about on the phone the other night? What was the name of that? Email if you want, just let me know please.
kudra:
ps--You put my home girl down as your favorite!
i can't figure out how to download pics from iphoto or put an image in a thread...my ignorance has been discovered....
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miss_magenta:
just stopping by to say that i hope you have an amazing weekend. *massive amounts of hugs*
kudra:
I'll sell you three magic beans for cheap. Ya interested?
as the red dot of mars passes into the closest orbit i feel a rift open in my mind that is not new but rather an echo of a forgotten conflict, it is coming back like a richochet, as if some ancient emotion were once made substantive enough to be used as a projectile on some primal battleground where body language was the only one...
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miss_magenta:
*sending you lots of love and hugs*
pookah:
Oh I'd rather go and journey where the diamond crest is flowing and
Run across the valley beneath the sacred mountain and
Wander through the forest
Where the the trees have leaves of prisms and break the light in colors
That no one knows the names of
And when it's time I'll go and wait beside a legendary fountain
Till I see your form reflected in it's clear and jewelled waters
And if you think I'm ready
You may lead me to the chasm where the rivers of our vision
Flow into one another
I will want to die beneath the white cascading waters
She may beg, she may plead, she may argue with her logic
And then she'll know the things I learned
That really have no value in the end she will surely know
I wasn't born to follow
Run across the valley beneath the sacred mountain and
Wander through the forest
Where the the trees have leaves of prisms and break the light in colors
That no one knows the names of
And when it's time I'll go and wait beside a legendary fountain
Till I see your form reflected in it's clear and jewelled waters
And if you think I'm ready
You may lead me to the chasm where the rivers of our vision
Flow into one another
I will want to die beneath the white cascading waters
She may beg, she may plead, she may argue with her logic
And then she'll know the things I learned
That really have no value in the end she will surely know
I wasn't born to follow
for sometime i have been isolated in a cave and limited to fishing trips out to sea and the occasional bar visit that would end with money being wagered and a fight and some quick sex and sleeping bags spins back at the cave...but today i have an internet hook-up a mile from the cave and my 72 t-bird is almost finished and i can...
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kudra:
I hate here. I like to fight here. I like to be able to be temporatily entertained here for a half hour-hour a night. But I used to be annoyed by the social aspect, now I HATE it.
The dog or the deer??
We will for sure be talking on the phone again soon.
The dog or the deer??
We will for sure be talking on the phone again soon.
tarbaby:
oooo-what have you been trapping? and a problem in la?
the sun is bright and hot and that is what a flowering plant likes most, so i am vicariously happy through my plants, which are a beautiful bunch of girls this morning so i am in town to get some party supplies and go celebrate on the paintball course that i have been building, stoned drunken paintball mishaps on the horizon...
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kudra:
That's cool you're getting internet. I'll be calling you in the next couple of days.
You are leaving the beach in a month? Where are you going?
You are leaving the beach in a month? Where are you going?
dhill1:
sounds like some good time fun is going to be had by all.
a few minutes to catch the new pics and say hey...erin favors an old flame i lived with in a apt. at hollywood and gardner back in 85' and when we broke up i lived at the chateau on sunset for a couple of hedonistic months and worked the door at the body shop and the chateau is owned by the same guy that owns...
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kudra:
I'll try and call early next week. The next four days are going to be crazy. Hope you are well....
razor13:
"but those people keep a movin', and that's what tortures me"...the sky was alive with bursts of lightning in the distance and mars loomed in the sky, closer than it has ever been to me in a long time...the fog causes mold and that is my enemy right now, we must keep the fungi at bay so the harvest will be plenty, our life depends on it...if love was something i could touch i would grab it so hard it might not want to be near me....a bottle of patron and a bag of trainwreck is talkin and typin, not me...do the people you have murdered haunt you more than your broken hearted memories of lost love or vice versa???
i am in a place called smiley's...thew computer is a buck for 10 minutes...i live in a cave on a ridge in the wilderness with 3 pitbulls and a shotgun...i found some mushrooms in a meadow this morning...my ex-girlfriend is the bartender and she keeps giving me shots of hornitos and doesn't know i ate about an oz. of fresh shrooms...time is always running...1 year... Read More
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nestor:
you missed my party.
fun times had by all
fun times had by all
miss_magenta:
*still missing you*
i hope you are doing well sweetie. *hugs*
i hope you are doing well sweetie. *hugs*
i am in s.f. after a long time in the wilderness, it is strange to be cut off from the world and try to get to know yourself and your limitations again without coming close to killing yourself in the process, and the city actually looks beautiful and new, i have to prepare a lengthy travel itenerary for the next 2 months and after i...
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kudra:
lol, I just got on here and saw your name and I vaguely remember talking to you in my sleep last night. I'll be home Sunday night, if I didn't tell you that already,.
miss_magenta:
may i see you before you leave again?
i miss you tons.
take care my friend. *hugs*
i miss you tons.
take care my friend. *hugs*
I wonder what the world would look like if you were looking inland and watched the ground jiggle...