My life is feeling very surreal and not like I am the one who should be living it. I have this job that I don't like but I don't hate. I read WAY too much fanfiction. I am starting to get wicked serious with my knitting. I seem to float from day to day.
It's like I am living but I'm not really. the days and weeks are flying by but I am not really doing the things that I think are important...though I am not entirely sure what exctly is important anymore. I should be looking into grad schools and studying to take the GRE (which I think I am going to take even if the school I end up deciding on going to doesn't require it. More as a personal thing to see if my brain still works and if I remember all the information that I shoved in there throughout my school career). I should be trying new things and forcing myself out into the world to meet new people. I am getting REALLY bad about sitting in my shell and ignoring the fact that there is a world outside of my head that I should being actively participating in. I had gotten really good about making myself do things that I wasn't 100% comfortable with but now I seem to have fallen back on old bad habits. I eat way too much bad food, don't exercise nearly enough, don't challenge myself barely at all.
So starting for the moment I wake up tomorrow I am going to be healthy to myself. I am going to keep a positive outlook on how things are going in my life. The research that I have been putting off about my schooling will systemmatically be worked through until I find all the pieces I need to get myself back in school. Bikram yoga is going to be my new after work joy, 5 days a week for a month should get me in good enough shape that I can turn the heads of people who haven't seen me in a couple of years. Fruits and vegetables are going to become my new staple foods. And I am going to be one of the happiest fucking people on the planet. Those being my short term goals...
1) What's one thing that you want to learn about?
A: becoming less energy dependant and hydroponics.
2) What room of your dwelling are you sitting in?
A: in the kitchen on the floor in front of the fan
3) What was the most enjoyable thing you did today?
A: I went to North Beach and hung out with a group of ladies while knitting and chatting. It was great! The sun wass shining, there was a slight breeze, and I got a good start on the sweater I am making.
4) What are you smelling right now?
A: Burnt paper. the people next door like to paper things in a metal drum...I personally think it's little weird but hey to each their own.
It's like I am living but I'm not really. the days and weeks are flying by but I am not really doing the things that I think are important...though I am not entirely sure what exctly is important anymore. I should be looking into grad schools and studying to take the GRE (which I think I am going to take even if the school I end up deciding on going to doesn't require it. More as a personal thing to see if my brain still works and if I remember all the information that I shoved in there throughout my school career). I should be trying new things and forcing myself out into the world to meet new people. I am getting REALLY bad about sitting in my shell and ignoring the fact that there is a world outside of my head that I should being actively participating in. I had gotten really good about making myself do things that I wasn't 100% comfortable with but now I seem to have fallen back on old bad habits. I eat way too much bad food, don't exercise nearly enough, don't challenge myself barely at all.
So starting for the moment I wake up tomorrow I am going to be healthy to myself. I am going to keep a positive outlook on how things are going in my life. The research that I have been putting off about my schooling will systemmatically be worked through until I find all the pieces I need to get myself back in school. Bikram yoga is going to be my new after work joy, 5 days a week for a month should get me in good enough shape that I can turn the heads of people who haven't seen me in a couple of years. Fruits and vegetables are going to become my new staple foods. And I am going to be one of the happiest fucking people on the planet. Those being my short term goals...
1) What's one thing that you want to learn about?
A: becoming less energy dependant and hydroponics.
2) What room of your dwelling are you sitting in?
A: in the kitchen on the floor in front of the fan
3) What was the most enjoyable thing you did today?
A: I went to North Beach and hung out with a group of ladies while knitting and chatting. It was great! The sun wass shining, there was a slight breeze, and I got a good start on the sweater I am making.
4) What are you smelling right now?
A: Burnt paper. the people next door like to paper things in a metal drum...I personally think it's little weird but hey to each their own.
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1) to learn how to use Logic much better.
2) I'm not sure what to call this room...
3) swimming
4) chlorine...i don't think i was swimming in water. i think it was just chlorine.
As far as the script, it's still under wraps... Let's just say it involves a certain notorious blood sucker.