Ok...Bob's in vent mode. If I don't do something..I am going to reach across my desk and friggin strangle a co-worker of mine. Yes..I'm know..I'm a litle bit more sensitve than the average joe, with regards to folks tapping, whistling, shaking thier legs to the point where my desk shakes...but it's not like I don't tell this cat EVERY day to stop. Let's see..your in a work environment...have some consideration for you co-workers...you don't think that your whistling isn't going to annoy anyone.....I so can't stand it when folks simply aren't aware of their surroundings and don't pay attention to how they affect others 
Now of course, the fact that I had yet another conversation w/ my lovely mother...who still insists that I bring ALL my medical issues upon myself because I smoke herb....has nothing to do with me being so on edge at the moment. God bless her..I know she loves me and hates to see me going through all of this...but I don't think she has a clue how much of a slap in the face that comment is to me. Like the fact that I have siezures and what not is within my control..if I was only a good boy and wouldn't smoke..then I wouldn't have all these health issues. Oh well...this is a battle that I will never win....
Well, depsite the fact that I was finally going to start my yoga class tonight..I think I am going to postpone that for a week. Instead..I'm going to get to chill w/ my friend Lisa tonight instead! I haven't had the chance to hang out with her much lately....the price to pay of watching your friends fall head over heels for a guy. I'm so very excited for her...but jealous on some levels. Not jealous that she is with someone else, we never hit it off on the level, I'm just jealous that she is all happy in love..cause I wouldn't mind having that in my life dagnabit....
On a sadder note,,if I understand things correctly, a friend of mine I meet online is having a really hard time right now..and I fear she is too far gone and I don't know if she is goiing to actually be able to pull out of her depression. Granted..who the hell wouldn't be depressed after finding your finace after he killed himself. It's just that she is soooo wrapped up in coke right now...and before she can really start coping with her loss..she is going to have to spend some time in jail...which I'm afraid she won't let happen...not much more I can do at this point...it's just hard to watch her self-destruct like that.
On a happier note..I have had the pleasure of being able to spend some time w/ Queen Jaime again...which is always a blast..despite her love of pushing my buttons some times..and lord help me if she pats my bald spot one more time...I'm going to sick my cat on her dog damnit!
Alright...time to go fix some T1's of mine that are down....
Now of course, the fact that I had yet another conversation w/ my lovely mother...who still insists that I bring ALL my medical issues upon myself because I smoke herb....has nothing to do with me being so on edge at the moment. God bless her..I know she loves me and hates to see me going through all of this...but I don't think she has a clue how much of a slap in the face that comment is to me. Like the fact that I have siezures and what not is within my control..if I was only a good boy and wouldn't smoke..then I wouldn't have all these health issues. Oh well...this is a battle that I will never win....
Well, depsite the fact that I was finally going to start my yoga class tonight..I think I am going to postpone that for a week. Instead..I'm going to get to chill w/ my friend Lisa tonight instead! I haven't had the chance to hang out with her much lately....the price to pay of watching your friends fall head over heels for a guy. I'm so very excited for her...but jealous on some levels. Not jealous that she is with someone else, we never hit it off on the level, I'm just jealous that she is all happy in love..cause I wouldn't mind having that in my life dagnabit....
On a sadder note,,if I understand things correctly, a friend of mine I meet online is having a really hard time right now..and I fear she is too far gone and I don't know if she is goiing to actually be able to pull out of her depression. Granted..who the hell wouldn't be depressed after finding your finace after he killed himself. It's just that she is soooo wrapped up in coke right now...and before she can really start coping with her loss..she is going to have to spend some time in jail...which I'm afraid she won't let happen...not much more I can do at this point...it's just hard to watch her self-destruct like that.
On a happier note..I have had the pleasure of being able to spend some time w/ Queen Jaime again...which is always a blast..despite her love of pushing my buttons some times..and lord help me if she pats my bald spot one more time...I'm going to sick my cat on her dog damnit!
Alright...time to go fix some T1's of mine that are down....
Stop ur bitchin