Well, I just found out that my pretty Irish client went back to Ireland. I don't know if it's a temporary thing or if it's permanent. But she left the next day out of nowhere.
This is not common, but it's happened before. I mentioned that I have to be careful sometimes. When you find out what works for someone, and if no one ever has before, you can't just keep pressing on and on. Sex, especially for women, can be such an emotional thing, and you if your not careful you can take a woman to places emotionally that she is not prepared to handle. I was a touch more tipsy than I should have been, and it was just so much fun that I took it too far I'm sure. This makes me sadder than I can express.
On a similar note, one of my favorite clients (an enormously sexual massage therapist) quit calling, and it turns out she just can't handle the sex. She said it leaves her fucked up for days after, and that she doesn't think it's healthy. Spiritually and emotionally, it's just too much for her. She has had a couple of relationships in the time she was seeing me and every sexual encounter just left her unfillfilled, and then she'd go home and jack off with her shower head, and it still wouldn't do it. So then she'd call me and I'd meet her a few days later...blah blah blah. Every sexual encounter left her with a hole, a need or something like that. That is not a positive thing.
I am beginning to think I do more harm than good.
This is not common, but it's happened before. I mentioned that I have to be careful sometimes. When you find out what works for someone, and if no one ever has before, you can't just keep pressing on and on. Sex, especially for women, can be such an emotional thing, and you if your not careful you can take a woman to places emotionally that she is not prepared to handle. I was a touch more tipsy than I should have been, and it was just so much fun that I took it too far I'm sure. This makes me sadder than I can express.
On a similar note, one of my favorite clients (an enormously sexual massage therapist) quit calling, and it turns out she just can't handle the sex. She said it leaves her fucked up for days after, and that she doesn't think it's healthy. Spiritually and emotionally, it's just too much for her. She has had a couple of relationships in the time she was seeing me and every sexual encounter just left her unfillfilled, and then she'd go home and jack off with her shower head, and it still wouldn't do it. So then she'd call me and I'd meet her a few days later...blah blah blah. Every sexual encounter left her with a hole, a need or something like that. That is not a positive thing.
I am beginning to think I do more harm than good.
Perhaps it would undermine your current occupation a little - but I'm sure it would be more lucrative in the long run...
On another note we should talk, I have a few questions for you...
That some line of work you have there.
So how do you apply for that?
Yeah, I could see how you could kind of ruin a woman in a way by that. It's funny, funny's not the right word, kind of sad that a woman ends up getting hurt in either position as servicee or servicer.
There could be much worse ways to hurt a person. And it's not intentional. Probably only a problem in certain cases.