All good things must come to an end and who knows and ending could be the beginning of something new... I was afraid that he wouldn't understand and that he'd do something he'd regret but he did and so we part... It would not be fair to him to stay when I feel that we had grown so far apart-- that I wanted other things, a freer life to explore myself and the world around me. I still love him only in a different way and thankfully we are still best friends, art buddies like before, I don't, not want to be a part of his life I just want to be a different part. I love him and his mother very much they both mean so much to me and I just didn't want to fuck it all up.
I can't help but feel like this has been terribly selfish of me but I feel like maybe he felt the same way since he took it so well and really understood my feelings, it was not what I had anticipated at all I don't feel like most guys would have taken it the same way. I don't know how to feel anymore... I feel like I'm just in stasis, just hanging in between. I hope you guys won't think less of me because of this
I can't help but feel like this has been terribly selfish of me but I feel like maybe he felt the same way since he took it so well and really understood my feelings, it was not what I had anticipated at all I don't feel like most guys would have taken it the same way. I don't know how to feel anymore... I feel like I'm just in stasis, just hanging in between. I hope you guys won't think less of me because of this
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we got 27 inches
and my power went out
for 2 days .
and i feel really sick
You gotta live your life for you, no one will think less of you for that.