r0nin47

Trying to quit smoking when you're really stressed out fucking blows! I have somehow managed to cut down to about half a pack a day for the last week or so, but I just can't seem to go without them completely.I have reached the point where I'm disgusted with the smell of them in my house, so I try not to ever smoke in the house. I've been doing other things when I really want to smoke, like picking up the guitar for a little while or going out for a walk. I think my problem is that when I feel really stressed, I just can't help lighting one up and tonight I was REALLY stressed out. Not to mention.. I'm pissed off because I missed fast cheap and out of control again!!!! I have no fucking life anymore!!

I've been up all night due to about 6 red bulls and a fast approaching deadline for submitting a proposal to a client. The good news is that I've finished the proposal.. the bad news is that I won't be going to bed until sometime this afternoon now! I guess I should use this as an excuse to work on my website, but that would require me to edit some 200 or so pictures of various home theater and multimedia systems I've installed over the last 6 months. What I really need to do is just pay someone to do it for me, because if I don't.. it's never going to get done.

Damn... I'm a grumpy fuck when I'm trying to quit smoking.. No wonder why people keep offering me one of theirs..

So.. does anyone have any good movie recommendations? Tomorrow is movie night and I don't have a clue what to rent..