pupnamedtwat

These days, anxiety is killing me.

I have been pretty happy these days. Content, motivated, and enjoying myself. I love having a furry little pup friend (not named TWAT- that is me and I'm not really a pup either) again and my apt. is becoming a home.
I ate a pot brownie tonight! I wonder how I will feel in an hour... My man and pup are sleeping already. Just me...
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I love my new puppy so much.

I am looking at puppies today. Really, I would like a golden retreiver, but apartment living would be kind of cruel. Shiba inus are ssso cute, but they seem to be a lot of work. In about an hour, I am going to a lady's house to look at japanese chins. Kind of expensive, but they look like gizmos!

I have this character flaw. I find something really annoying to me about pretty much everyone. I find most things redundant for example. Have you ever noticed it when someone says the same thing three- four times in different ways or even worse- verbatim? If I hang out with some one that does that enough, I find myself tuning out. Or the same stories about...
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I'm sad but I'm not sad anymore either. I have grown a bit today because I feel different. I don't care as much maybe- or it's that I just give in. I don't want to bitch when I shouldn't have to even ask at all. I made myself a list of things to do in my life and I don't feel as lonely as I...
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Another day slipped through my fingers because I slept so much! How do I do it? I should hire Carmine to run errands for me.

detoxing fucking blows!!!!! It's been days and I don't feel that much better. Night time is the worst. Plus I am eating alot of junk

It's 2 am and I can't sleep and no one is up to play with me. I have an invite to go out, but it's going to be a drinking and coking and babling session. I don't do those anymore- since a few weeks ago! Coming home at 8 am didn't make for good home life that week. Besides I'm so over feeling like shit....
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I have been having sex and eating cereal non stop for days