I'm sad but I'm not sad anymore either. I have grown a bit today because I feel different. I don't care as much maybe- or it's that I just give in. I don't want to bitch when I shouldn't have to even ask at all. I made myself a list of things to do in my life and I don't feel as lonely as I was feeling before. I don't want to fight. I want to live the rest of my life without any more expectations on people that seem to thrive on dissapointing me- or don't care enough to try not to.
So I am up and sleepy and have an apt. to go work out in 6 hours but I can't sleep because of drama and the fact that I am STARVING! and all I am carving in spagetti. figures.
So I am up and sleepy and have an apt. to go work out in 6 hours but I can't sleep because of drama and the fact that I am STARVING! and all I am carving in spagetti. figures.