punkinfanta

I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much...
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I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd

i want you to want me
i need you to need me
i'd love you to love me...

i miss my really tacky zany style....

You always hurt the one you love,
The one you shouldn't hurt at all.
You always take the sweetest rose,
And crush it till the petals fall.
You always break the kindest heart,
With a hasty word you can't recall.
So, if I broke your heart last night,
It's because I love you most of all.

& i try not to worry but you've got me terrified.
it's like you're in some kind of hurry to say goodbye.
to say goodbye.
to say
goodbye.

for the first time.....ever....i feel like my life is progressing in the way i had always envisioned it, the way i had always dreamed. so much still to do & overcome & accomplish, but it's a lovely feeling. i am working on myself, and i have the cutest, silliest, sexiest, most adorable boy that i have ever had the pleasure of calling mine. i AM...
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