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realizing that you will never be enough to make someone inspired, motivated...fuck even want you ENOUGH. sucks, but is life.

i'm always that girl that teaches a man a lesson the hard way then they go off and find the love of their lives because now they are all "cured" of whatever emotional baggage they had. i should get paid for my fucking services.

i...
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f1ssure:
wrong coast
tenaciousg3:
Great Foo Fighters song smile
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-48lbs! yay!! 39 more to go.
was dragged to the gym last night for the first time in like 5 years. realized how puny and inadequate i am and how even after i reach goal i have SO MUCH toning to do!! who knew losing weight would be the easy part???
ultimatelewser:
w00t w00t! biggrin

Hang in there, kid. You're doing fine! smile
f1ssure:
I can thing of funner ways to get exercise than the gym. biggrin

great going... keep it up.
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in my experience girl likes boy, boy likes girl is never enough to make shit happen.

whatever
heartbaker:
It never does
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go look at my progress photos!!

halfway to goal
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bigd0000:
Congratz on the weight loss, I have lost 150 pounds over the last year and am struggling to get the rest of what I want off! I know how hard it is, and know how great it feels to shed those pounds! Thanks for being gorgeous and reminding me to stay at it!
buckyverano:
Guess whos back ?
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i want....

someone to share this all with. my partner in crime. working toward the same common goals.

family.

future.


i want....need...a companion.

but fuck...the one i need is so...particular. i do not even know if this entity exists.
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thelossadjuster:
I know the feeling. There's always something in the way.
kevinmaxwell:
I agree sweet, I am in the same boat. frown
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omg!

ok so i know this will put a number on things and it is still SUPER fatty....but...i am 1/2 a pound away from having a "1" as the first digit on the scale and i can't even begin to describe how fucking amazing this feels. i haven't seen this weight in like 7 years. then after that i will shoot for 40 more lbs...
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chazgasm:
keep at it! exercise more and more as the pounds come off smile
sherman_chaos:
I'm glad to hear you're hitting your goals.
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fadetoblack:
you know the recipe for a cutie pie.
shadow_heart:
very cute
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pretend that you care

my blog
dpgc44:
Bastard fucks I swear they exist everywhere. They are in from of women and men alike.You already should know that everyone cheats in some way. Whether in thought or physically it's human nature and I am sorry. You are amazing so figure that you will be ok like always because boys and girls will always be chasing you whether you want them as well is the question smile
curioustomcat:
...pretending is never enough! wink
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a_nonanimal:
I want one!
wocketsg:
Heck yes love
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i think i almost hate my body more now that i am losing weight. -30lbs so far. still 47lbs to my personal goal. and according to that BMI bullshit I'd have to lose 71 more lbs to be average or normal.

i am now 100% certain that i will need some sort of breast lift/removal of excess skin.

i have fluctuated from DD'S to what...
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shadow_heart:
i like your personality more than anything... i dont care if you are flat chested or DDD, i like you just the way you are because of your awesomeness!!!!! To tell you the truth i always found your face to be the most beautiful thing on your body! hopefully you dont become infertile, but if you need a friend or someone to take you to the doctors give me a call angie!
lulabuxom:
aww *hugs to you

i can kind of relate, i lost some weight and fully freaked out. My clothes weren't fitting - so i wasn't looking the best in that sense, but when i looked in the mirror my face looked different - and that freaked me out completely. i'ld been the way i'ld been for so long - i was used to it. But i had to remember the positives - why i was doing it - to be healthier.
I hope the poly stuff turns out ok. I had to do some tests too, and i still have to do one more which i've been putting off for awhile...
email if you want to chat some more missy, hope all goes well smile
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"with a knife that loves to feel, how do you know how deep to go before it's real?"
sherman_chaos:
To the bone.