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the shopping continues! i'm not sure what i'm trying to get over at this point but it must be fairly substantial for the amount of shopping i've done. bought a few cute shirts today. trying to figure out what the hell i'm going to do for the next few months while joe is gone. he ambushed me in the bath tub and gave me the...
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it's been a stressful couple of days. when joe went m.i.a after getting back from missouri it turns out he was in hermosa beach drinking his guts out with his retarded friends and left his phone in the trunk of someone's car for over 24 hours. i was so worried about him that i fucking balled my eyes out at work when he finally called,...
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i'm a little bit pissed off because joe was supposed to be home at around 2:30 and it is now 8ish and i haven't heard a word from him. i called and texted a couple times but he's not picking up. so now all i can do is sit and wait. and i fucking hate shit like this where there is nothing i can do....
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got the sephora catalogue in the mail today, for me it's the equivalent of a makeup lover's porno mag. spent yesterday hanging out with my buddy paul at knotts berry farm, then we saw 28 weeks later. it was a good day. my two days off ends tonight at midnight. i'm glad to be going back to work, i get bored easily without it. supposed...
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i'm breaking my hermit vows. for the last two nights i have been dipping strawberries at work for mothers day. eight hours of dipping strawberries. ugh. so boring. this morning i got off work at eight thirty and then went to a mother's day brunch that em's family was having. her mom has kind of adopted me, she's my california mom. it was pretty cool...
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privilege number one of working in scan is that sometimes instead taking a ten minute break like we are supposed to we take a forty minute break like we did today. it helped that the store director was gone and not eyeing us suspiciously as is her usual. that helps a lot. should be asleep right now. worked from four to eight this morning and...
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why is it that when you really want human contact no one is around? nobody is picking up the phone or calling me back. ugh. i'm starting to get weird again, i can feel it. i got to talk to mim, briefly. she was having a wonderful day too. and it's not like i've actually done anything today. worked this morning from 4-8 and got...
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