pudding

i got a job at albertsons. i'm going to be a "courtesy clerk" and help customers and do miscellaneous tasks. orientation is on saturday. the job entails working mornings and afternoons so i will still have the evenings to study for my state board exam and watch all of my favorite shows. the only thing that has me a little bummed out is that i have to dye my hair a normal color and take out all my piercings while i'm on the clock. tomorrow i have to go shopping for a dark blue polo shirt, khakis, and black shoes that can be polished. i'm going to look like a nerd.

saw my shrink today, he upped the meds that i'm on. i was hoping he would change them. i feel like i don't have an outlet for my frustrations, maybe i should get back into therapy. i mentioned my weight loss to the shrink and he put me on this nifty clear futuristic looking scale. 139 lbs. i've lost 20 lbs. the doctor was shocked, it was kind of funny.

i feel so weird lately, it's like my mind and body aren't connected.